awwww, he didn't know that though......
*Stone Goes Off To Sulk.....
and I'm very happy for you Ghost, I hope one day to love again....it is actually one of my fears never to be loved in return, i geuss that is probably where all this comes from...
It's a survival instinct I think :P
and yes Chris, I'm only a wee baby, at 17, 18 in like 2 weeks YAY :cheese:
although I used to get mistaken for older, espcially when i was twelve in off-licences who used to think I was 18...hmm, not that i ever went into them when i was 12...
*Stone...
lol, i look like alot of people apparently, every time anyone sees me, they always say i look like someone else :x, it's quite wierd, although i've actually met my twin, he's the lead singer of a Welsh Band called, BIG LEAVES and he looks exactly as i do on my old college ID card :P
Damn, you mean that's your number, so who have I been calling on 666 then......:x
Yes, i think i understand this now, i geuss alot of things were just all trapped within my system and needed to find a release, and unfortunatly that realise was women...
But still i find it strange, i'm not...
For one, this should be in the MODELS&SKINS FORUM and if you go into the MODELS&SKINS FORUM, there is a sticky called tutorials, look in there :cheese: :P
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huh? why don't you like me?!?... ;(
and ghost, i'm staying with leanne, I realised today when i saw the pain in her eyes, that i could never hurt her, and that i may even love her... I need her to be with me, and i'm now prepared for that, I think this has all just been a test of some...
no MATT, advice is never too late...it's always when it's needed ;)
It's been a hard day to say the least, but i think everything will be fine, i'm goig to the pub tomorrow with Zoe to talk to her about it all, i've spent a day and night with leanne today smoothing things other with...
Well it all errupted to day in a big free for all, I geuss you guys were right about Ashley, she didnt seem bothered when it all broke out, but it ended in zoe and leanne crying seperatly, and everyone feeling guilty...
Leanne was debating with her self whether or not it would be best if we...
why do you people all have so many alias.....why i tell you WHY?!?
well anywhom, my alias is as is here, always:
STONE KRUSH
and will always be where ever and when ever i go......
*Stone jumps in time machine and speeds off into the future....
.......i'll get my coat ;(
I know the feeling, but music gets me through the day sometimes....
but the thing is my life is kind of recorded in my record collection, every event causes depressing music to become it, anger etc all the same....
The only album that i've got really that isn't super depressive is, probably...
hehe, no that's Jade in that pic, is it still going around....
thanks Fenric, I geuss that makes alot of sense...thanks... oh well i can see tomorrow being a very long and hard day.....
I think i might go meditate...i seem to of lapsed my usual cycle...thanks again