BabyHeadCrab
The Freeman
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- Dec 2, 2003
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Effexor sucks, (apology included?)
Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, another word for mind **** in a capsule. I started Effexor about a year and half ago during a hard period of my life when I became increasingly anxious and depressed, I kept with it and was pretty much ok, that is, unless I missed a dose; that was another story all together.
But it all hails in comparison to doing what I did, I quit.. too quickly apparently too. I never have a second in which I am not twitching inside my head, feeling nautious, or having Night Terror in which I just experienced trying to take a small nap after getting 2 hrs of sleep last night. Sleep is non existent, I havent had REM sleep since the beginning of the school year and it's becomming apparent to my teachers.
Although my grades are fine it's due to persistent study patterns because I have very little if any physical representation in class, my mind is either anxious or absent all together thinking about god knows what or twitching around. Back onto the topic of dreams again I never experience REM anymore it's just auditory hallucinatory effects before i'm even 1/2 asleep. Meaning im terrified im becoming some kind-of sctizo. I am already an anxious person but paranoia is a symptom of quitting this shit. My spariodic angry behavior can be partially explained by this thread hopefully. I would like to apologize to Chris and Icarus. On a side note im anxious as hell and dont think i'm keeping this tea down so well :angry: , ahh yes I know excuses excuses babyheadcrab, that's all I am.. and sypathy threads.. but who elese would be the whiny little bitch of the forum if it werent for your lovely sh4mp00. Top this off with a sister going to college who requires my parents attention non-stop and a bitch brother who begs for my precious x-box every 2 seconds. I'm getting sick of it all, so very sick :| suicide although has never crossed my mind as something reasonable for me to do.. seems pointless so dont think this is one of those famous suicide threads. (even if you wanted it to be
) sorry disturbed, it's not.
update: I just spilled hot tea all over my paranoid bitch lap.
Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, another word for mind **** in a capsule. I started Effexor about a year and half ago during a hard period of my life when I became increasingly anxious and depressed, I kept with it and was pretty much ok, that is, unless I missed a dose; that was another story all together.
But it all hails in comparison to doing what I did, I quit.. too quickly apparently too. I never have a second in which I am not twitching inside my head, feeling nautious, or having Night Terror in which I just experienced trying to take a small nap after getting 2 hrs of sleep last night. Sleep is non existent, I havent had REM sleep since the beginning of the school year and it's becomming apparent to my teachers.
Although my grades are fine it's due to persistent study patterns because I have very little if any physical representation in class, my mind is either anxious or absent all together thinking about god knows what or twitching around. Back onto the topic of dreams again I never experience REM anymore it's just auditory hallucinatory effects before i'm even 1/2 asleep. Meaning im terrified im becoming some kind-of sctizo. I am already an anxious person but paranoia is a symptom of quitting this shit. My spariodic angry behavior can be partially explained by this thread hopefully. I would like to apologize to Chris and Icarus. On a side note im anxious as hell and dont think i'm keeping this tea down so well :angry: , ahh yes I know excuses excuses babyheadcrab, that's all I am.. and sypathy threads.. but who elese would be the whiny little bitch of the forum if it werent for your lovely sh4mp00. Top this off with a sister going to college who requires my parents attention non-stop and a bitch brother who begs for my precious x-box every 2 seconds. I'm getting sick of it all, so very sick :| suicide although has never crossed my mind as something reasonable for me to do.. seems pointless so dont think this is one of those famous suicide threads. (even if you wanted it to be
) sorry disturbed, it's not. update: I just spilled hot tea all over my paranoid bitch lap.
