Ever feel this way...

[Mr.Reak]

I wonder do you guys ever feel out of touch with reality. You know, when depression mixes with boredom, and everything seems unimportant. Normal people start to irritate you, because they are just there, filling up empty space in-between weird people, doing nothing. I don’t know, you just wake up one day and care less about anything, you don’t give a **** how many people died today. You just sit there and watching world falling apart, like one long dream and can’t tell which is reality and which is not.

I felt like that for what.. two days now. Funny how I can laugh at people face when they have this small idiotic problems like “what to wear today”. And no, it is not the same feeling when you stoned, much different.

Oh hell with that…

 

[Sgt.Igneri]

When i get this feeling i keep it inside bottled up and pretend im still all happy n shit.

 

[Mr.Reak]

Why? Trying to be normal? I was trying to be normal for the past 19 years.. I say **** that, tired of being normal, life is too short for that.

 

[Sgt.Igneri]

Yeah but when i let it out people always ask whats wrong. Then i get MEGA pissed off.

 

[Xtasy0]

^--- future serial killers.

 

[Sgt.Igneri]

Originally posted by Xtasy0
^--- future serial killers.

Negative!!! <--- Will join the military

 

[nw909]

I sometimes feel like that, usually get headaches when I do and that just makes me even more mad.

 

[Zeus]

Yeah life is short, party naked!

/me saw that on a car bumber sticker once

 

[Sgt.Igneri]

For some reason, i NEVER get headaches, seriously. I remember getting one like once.

 

[ShinRa]

I only get angry when my mom pinches my nipples with tweezers.

 

[Siirolon]

Originally posted by Xtasy0
^--- future serial killers.

Originally posted by Sgt.Igneri
Negative!!! <--- Will join the military

Basically the same thing?

 

[nw909]

Originally posted by guinny
I only get angry when my mom pinches my nipples with tweezers.

...

 

[Bad^Hat]

Originally posted by guinny
I only get angry when my mom pinches my nipples with tweezers.

If I ever have kids I'm placing a restraining order on you

And yeah I have pretty bad depression so I feel like that alot. I've gotten pretty good at ignoring it tho, you have to try put things into perspective. Alot of people don't have any reason to live, as I see it they have even less reason NOT to live. That's my philosophy anyway.

And yeah 'normal people' do piss me off alot, with their fashions and people tellin them what to do and they're so weak minded they go with it. Like that Jack Johnson song -

Look at all those fancy clothes,
But these could keep us warm just like those.
And what about your soul? Is it cold?
Is it straight from the mold, and ready to be sold?

 

[Dux]

There are days I wake up and I feel quite distant from everything, but feel isolated, cramped and just generally feeling ill. You know the feeling as if you've been hanging up-side down for the past 6 hours. Just feel like collapsing and leaving it at that with those days.

I also have a taste for 'being different' i.e loud colors and I like to dye my hair bright colors and pirce certain parts of my body, I walk down the street and I get loks of disgust from certain people, Im not a bad person. I keep myself to myself. So what I look like makes me a bad person?

 

[Mr.Reak]

Eh Dux, I never in my life was accused of being different. In fact I have everything that normal person should. I go to college, I have friends, I have a girlfriend, a car, and work. I guess I am on my way to the American dream. There is a point in life when you can't fight what is inside of you and just let it go. I did, heh, my friends think I went mad, but **** them, what do they know.

It is actually funny state of mind, until reality check comes in.

 

[Gunner]

Reak, whenever you get that feeling try doing something you don't usually do, go for a jog around the neighborhood. Here's what I do, and I haven't been feeling glum for a long time now: get some exercice, take up a sport, suscribe to the nearest gym and go 5 times a week. You know take out whatever is bothering on a punching bag or on a benchpress machine. Whatever floats your boat

Or you could always turn to drugs lol just kidding

 

[Farrowlesparrow]

Originally posted by nw909
...

My sentiments to his comment exactly.

 

[JunkieXL]

I've been feeling like that for the past week

My friends were gone in another city having fun, and left me to die here, also they started ignoring me on icq and I've been bored like hell, I look like crap, and I just feel bad overall, I feel crap in my clothes and more... godamn i hate it.