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I thought everyone should know I recently found out I have bipolar disorder. This may explain why I always got into fights, and continued to get arrested, among other things

here are some symptoms of Bipolar disorder I found listed on a web site:

Increased energy, activity, and restlessness
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood
Extreme irritability
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another
Distractibility, can't concentrate well
Little sleep needed
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers
Poor judgment
Spending sprees
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual
Increased sexual drive
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior
Denial that anything is wrong

EDIT: I will switch to lurking ( just reading peoples posts ) everytime I become viscious. Please don't speak to me, the slightest things.. I can't stop myself from attacking everything.
I'll be back friends.
 
VirusType2 said:
I thought everyone should know I recently found out I have bipolar disorder. This may explain why I always got into fights, and continued to get arrested, among other things

here are some symptoms of Bipolar disorder I found listed on a web site:

Increased energy, activity, and restlessness
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood
Extreme irritability
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another
Distractibility, can't concentrate well
Little sleep needed
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers
Poor judgment
Spending sprees
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual
Increased sexual drive
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior
Denial that anything is wrong
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i think that explains your warnings. :)
 
Seriously? Wow man, I'm sorry to hear that.
Howd you find out? Wassit like?

I studied it in Psychology, just never talked to anyone who had it.
 
so are you going to get counseling help for this disorder. gone untreated im sure it can have truly distracting effects on your normal life. its good that you are open with ur peers about your problems though as long as you are getting treated.

also, dont assume u have such a major disorder by reading symptons on a website. we currently live in a society where perscription drugs are advertised to people, instead of doctors. As a result, these drug companies try to make it seem like you have every disorder ever.

If you are concerned, ask your doctor to diagnose you. and dont let T.V. advertisements sway your decision on which drug u wish to take.

johnmedz
 
do i have bipolar disorder?
Increased energy, activity, and restlessness = No
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood = No
Extreme irritability = Sometimes
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another = Yes
Distractibility, can't concentrate well = Sometimes
Little sleep needed = No, a lot of sleep is needed :D
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers = Yep
Poor judgment = Not Really
Spending sprees = Yes
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual = Nope
Increased sexual drive = :naughty:
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications = nope
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior = Nah
Denial that anything is wrong = Nope
 
u mean believing ur superman could mean u have a disorder....

geeez, i gotta see my gp. denial that nething is wrong? ahhhhhhhh, i'm in trouble now'

EDIT:everybody else is doing it, so:

do i have bipolar disorder?
Increased energy, activity, and restlessness = No
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood = hell yes :D:D:D:D
Extreme irritability = nope
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another = no
Distractibility, can't concentrate well = no
Little sleep needed = No, a lot of sleep is needed (c&p)
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers = Yep
Poor judgment = No
Spending sprees = no
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual = Nope
Increased sexual drive = no :(
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications = nope
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior = No
Denial that anything is wrong = No

oh well.... i spose i'm okay for a while :D
 
do i have bipolar disorder?
Increased energy, activity, and restlessness = No
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood = No
Extreme irritability = no
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another = no
Distractibility, can't concentrate well = no
Little sleep needed = No
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers = Yep
Poor judgment = yes
Spending sprees = I don't spend money usually
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual = Nope
Increased sexual drive = Increased since when? Probably no
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications = nope
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior = Nah
Denial that anything is wrong = Nope


I am l33t? Right?
/me hopes
I love stupid question rounds, give me more!
 
Do I have bipolar disorder?

Increased energy, activity, and restlessness = No

Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood = No

Extreme irritability = no

Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another
= no

Distractibility, can't concentrate well = no

Little sleep needed = No

Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers = Yep

Poor judgment = No.

Spending sprees = I need money

A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual = Nope

Increased sexual drive = ...

Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications
= nope

Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior = Nah

Denial that anything is wrong = Nope
 
:D
You guys are making me feel so much better. I just don't want everyone to think I'm an asshole, I'm actually really nice.

I had been diagnosed with ADD (attention defecit disorder) when I was about 12 after getting in alot of fights and not doing well in school.

About 7 months ago I paid a shitload of money to see a shrink becuase that is the only way you can get prescription medicine for ADD.

Well, he is convinced I have a form of bipolar disorder, and he thinks that is a bigger issue than ADD.

Well he would only prescribe me medication for bipolar. The drugs I wanted were for ADD.

Well, I got in a fight with him =/ (go figure)

and fired him

Then after looking on some of these websites run by the gov't and such, I realize that alot of the symptoms of ADD are similar to those of Bipolar... trouble paying attention, concentrating.

So maybe I only have bipolar (as if thats not enough)

Anyway the medication he had me taking for it almost made me comit suicide. It is a really ****ed up mind altering drug. He took me off the medication immediately and prescribed me another drug. Later that week I saw on the news kids who were prescribed drugs like this were comiting suicide!!

You have seen the commercials for drugs. They always have like 30 side effects. Well every drug he prescribed me had so many side effects, even loss of vision.

Finally I just said forget it.

Bipolar really isn't that bad. A couple times a week at the most I get really violent, irritated, angry, verbally abusive, stuff like that, and it only lasts for a few hours usually.
Problem is though, It's reealy hard not to be this way..

The fact that I know why I have been acting like this all my life is the best medication.(You should have seen my disfunctional family) I am 30 now and just found out!

My whole life just thought I was really mean and aggressive. All those fights, But that is not my personallity at all. It's actually the opposite.

Now I know when I get like this, I just need to be alone. I am irrational. I really don't belong behind the wheel either (talk about road rage)

So. I'm ****ed up a little but, I still love life, its like a dent in an awesome car. Its still an awesome car.
 
Owells, just take your anger out with some good old HL2/ other first person shooters. Although they usually make me more angry to be honest. :P
 
Mate, move to Sweden, here psychologists/psychiatrists are free, atleast partly.:)

I hope you feel better soon!:)
 
burner69 said:
Seriously? Wow man, I'm sorry to hear that.
Howd you find out? Wassit like?

I studied it in Psychology, just never talked to anyone who had it.
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One awesome side effect is the increased sexual drive...
 
Ranga said:
u mean believing ur superman could mean u have a disorder....

geeez, i gotta see my gp. denial that nething is wrong? ahhhhhhhh, i'm in trouble now'

EDIT:everybody else is doing it, so:

do i have bipolar disorder?
Increased energy, activity, and restlessness = No
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood = hell yes :D:D:D:D
Extreme irritability = nope
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another = no
Distractibility, can't concentrate well = no
Little sleep needed = No, a lot of sleep is needed (c&p)
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers = Yep
Poor judgment = No
Spending sprees = no
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual = Nope
Increased sexual drive = no :(
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications = nope
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior = No
Denial that anything is wrong = No

oh well.... i spose i'm okay for a while :D
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Well Im sad to say that I have all of these symptoms, well Im not sure about denial anymore, since I know I have it now.

Thanks for your replies, it really just removed my mood almost completely back to normal :angel:
 
Woah dude, sorry to hear about that. Its good that you're getting help though. Good luck. :thumbs:

I had a friend that, at one point, had ADD and then was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. He would act pretty crazy sometimes. I had tons of laughs though. :laugh: He'd have extreme highs and lows.
 
Originally posted by Danimal

Denial that anything is wrong = Nope
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You're obviously in denial.

Virustype: I suppose there's no use sending you a get well soon card. You'll be all right, it's not like you're going to drop dead. :D Good luck.
 
Well Im sad to say that I have all of these symptoms, well Im not sure about denial anymore, since I know I have it now.

Thanks for your replies, it really just removed my mood almost completely back to normal
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ick! i've just realised it was you! sorry to hear about it... but i'm not sure if i believe it.... tel ur doctor a random guy on a forum site says he's wrong... u kept ur cool when u were talking to me! :D
 
Your not the only one who has that weird problem,listen to music whenever possible to cool yourself down,thats what I been doing for my past life,and I'm listening to music right now.
 
We all have evil sides...even if you do/don't have some personality disorder.


It's just a matter of how you control yours....
 
Sulkdodds said:
You're obviously in denial.

Virustype: I suppose there's no use sending you a get well soon card. You'll be all right, it's not like you're going to drop dead. :D Good luck.
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lol! I see what you are saying, since I said I dont have denial that means I do.. :dozey: ... doh!

Anyway,

"Little sleep needed" = hellyah I have been awake for abou 60 hours and I'm crashing now. :x

"Spending sprees" =
I'll have to go shoping buying game cubes, games and new Processors and mobos tomorrow I'm tooo tired.

Again I want to thank everyone for the concern. Somehow all this attention really helped. It's like as long as no one is rude or anything to me,.. when people are nice to me, the anger subsides and goes away quite a bit! .. interesting..

zZZzzzZ z g'night
 
Bipolar disorder? Pah, by the look of them symptoms it should be called 'Woman Disorder'. Maybe you've got a dominant feminine side. :laugh:
 
:(
reminds me of a funny joke, What like shopping sprees and shit. lol

Joke:

This mans wife's credit card was stolen, but the man didn't report it stolen becuase the thief was spending less than his wife!


:D
 
VirusType2 said:
:(
reminds me of a funny joke, What like shopping sprees and shit. lol

Joke:

This mans wife's credit card was stolen, but the man didn't report it stolen becuase the thief was spending less than his wife!


:D
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Why is a woman like a condom? They're either in your wallet or on the end of your di-... hey! On topic!

So which Bi-polar disorder is it?
I've heard of bi-polar depression, whereby you're very down and moody one day, then very active and cheery the next - many famous comedians had that y'know.
 
Runs on the male side of the family, with a few suicides, but I'll answer:

Increased energy, activity, and restlessness =midly, sometimes
Excessively "high," overly good, euphoric mood =only when it's relevent
Extreme irritability =sometimes
Racing thoughts and talking very fast, jumping from one idea to another =when I'm drunk?
Distractibility, can't concentrate well =Not often
Little sleep needed =I need sleep like you need oxygen
Unrealistic beliefs in one's abilities and powers =Nope
Poor judgment =Yeah, but I thought it was clumsiness
Spending sprees =Never
A lasting period of behavior that is different from usual =no
Increased sexual drive =It's not really "increased"
Abuse of drugs, particularly cocaine, alcohol, and sleeping medications = Nope, clean as a whistle me (except the odd drink)
Provocative, intrusive, or aggressive behavior =only when I'm feeling naughty :devil:
Denial that anything is wrong =Absolutely. I'm never wrong.

I do worry about my anger and intolerance to trivial things sometimes.
 
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