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Home that is. Tomorrow is my last day in Hi, moving to San Francisco on the tenth.

I've got an hour left before I have to go to a goodbye party that I want nothing to do with.

My mom also found a piece and some buds in my car about an hour ago. Fun times...

**** this shit. I change my mind, I want to stay :(
 
I hope you come to a decision?
 
Come to Canada.

raep is free.
 
Shit, I'd probably never want to leave Hawaii if I lived there. It must be a bitch to move all your shit off an island to a continent like 1000 miles away (or whatever). Also stop leaving drugs in your car, it's a good way to completely screw yourself over for no good reason. You have practically no rights when you're driving a vehicle when it comes to police.
 
Ennui said:
Shit, I'd probably never want to leave Hawaii if I lived there. It must be a bitch to move all your shit off an island to a continent like 1000 miles away (or whatever). Also stop leaving drugs in your car, it's a good way to completely screw yourself over for no good reason. You have practically no rights when you're driving a vehicle when it comes to police.
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I haven't even STARTED packing, but at the moment i'm dead sure that i'm only going to bring money, clothes, and my bike. I want to travel as light as possible, and just start fresh.

And yeah, I usually tell people in my car to leave all their illegal shit in their pocket, because I figure they can search your car whenever the **** they want, but you've at least got SOME rights as far as things on your persons go, but I always just leave my shit sitting in the glove box or whatever when I go home. Bad idea I guess :/
 
People suck at hiding things. I bet you still hide shit in between your matresses dont you?


Also, why the move?
 
sinkoman said:
Home that is. Tomorrow is my last day in Hi, moving to San Francisco on the tenth.

I've got an hour left before I have to go to a goodbye party that I want nothing to do with.

My mom also found a piece and some buds in my car about an hour ago. Fun times...

**** this shit. I change my mind, I want to stay :(
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You Americans do like moving around your needlessly large mostly barren country don't you?.

But I cant complain. Scotland's national past time is going into complete denial about your country of birth and moving away as soon as you can as far as you can, usually London.

Emigration is the national sport. :LOL:
 
Hide the shit in your air-con unit in your car, so you can get high while you drive.
 
PJ said:
Hide the shit in your air-con unit in your car, so you can get high while you drive.
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Yo dawg, I heard you like drugs and being cooled off at the same time so..
 
sinkoman said:
Home that is. Tomorrow is my last day in Hi, moving to San Francisco on the tenth.

I've got an hour left before I have to go to a goodbye party that I want nothing to do with.

My mom also found a piece and some buds in my car about an hour ago. Fun times...

**** this shit. I change my mind, I want to stay :(
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Why do you keep a firearm?
 
I pretty much left home at 13! Went to boarding school . . . then on to third level and well, never really lived at home permanently since I was 13 now that I think of it!

It aint that bad, I love independence.:)
 
Piece = smoking device, in this situation
 
Easy fix? Don't carry anything illegal in your car.

I never understood how people get pissy with cops when they find their illegal items in the car.

Also, stay in HI. It's nicer there.
 
Qonfused said:
Piece = smoking device, in this situation
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lol. Well okay that explains it. Never heard it referred to as that. Though admittedly I'm not up on the drug lingo. Piece to me has always been for a firearm.
 
what is the reason for the move?

and stop leaving stuff in your car, silly.
 
Moving for school. The plan was SFCC for 2 years then transfer into something more scholarly. I really want to stay in HI but the wheels have already been set in motion, so i'm ****ed.

I feel like crying. I seriously feel like shit. I've never ever felt this empty, it's like a giant ****ing chunk of me is slowly being carved out of my heart, tendon by tendon, and i'm just sitting here bitting my teeth for god knows how ever many hours days or maybe even months till I can find some normalcy in my new life.

Tonight was my last night, I leave at 11 am tomorrow morning. Pity party time is over I suppose. Time to buckle the **** down, accept that i've ****ed up bigtime, and try to make something for myself out there.
 
You'll be OK. Most people do this sort of thing at LEAST once in their lives. It will make a better person out of you, somehow.

THERE IS ALWAYS A LADDER UP, or some motivational bullshit like that.
 
I don't think I can even ****ing do this. I need to be at the airport in a half an hour, and i'm just sitting here in my room alone quietly crying to myself.

**** this, **** me, **** my life.
 
**** it man, i just left all family and friends behind this morning.
im in ****in abu dabhi right now, sobered up a bit, shit scared but going strong.
FUCKIN HANG IN THERE DUDE
or join me in asia.

and yeah you feellike you ****ed up, you just gotta suck it up and move on.
ive done NOTHIN bt play videogames for the last 2 years.
im 19 and have no friends and no ****ing life.
so 2 months ago i said **** it, im gonna sort this shit. so im going travelling for a while to clear my head.
just ****ing push through dude, it'll all work in the end.
 
mechanicallizard said:
**** it man, i just left all family and friends behind this morning.
im in ****in abu dabhi right now, sobered up a bit, shit scared but going strong.
FUCKIN HANG IN THERE DUDE
or join me in asia.
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I'm such a pussy. I mean, I have family up there, a place to stay with good food and running water and a great view to boot.

I've only lived in this part of hawaii for about 5 years, and truth be told, I don't remember much of my life before those 5 years...

Let it be known. I cry as I leave Hi...
 
Man, I can't imagine how it would be to just completely disconnect from your social environment and strike out for somewhere new. There's nowhere that I used to live that I don't still visit regularly. I think it's a very brave thing to do. I can only wish you luck. Kiss Darkside when you get there.
 
If I lived in San Fran I'd chill with ya :'(

I only moved one time in my life but it was a far move, so I still know what it's like to leave a life behind.. Things will get better as you gain friends though.
 
**** San Fran, truck on over to Missouri. We'll party it up.
 
You'll make it! By the time you reach three months, you'll probably feel desperately homesick, and you'll just want to leave, but if you can make it past that then you'll be sailing. Trust me [strike]I'm a doctor[/strike] I've done this. I moved from the UK to South America at the end of last year, and it's been really difficult, but you soon make some new friends. Now I almost feel like going "home" is going to be harder than coming here.

Make it 90 days and you will be okay. It feels lonely and hard now, but by the end of that time you'll feel great that you managed to stick it out.
 
^ What he said.

At the end of the day, it might not have been the ideal time for you to move, but although you left people behind you will also meet new ones. Just because you're far away doesn't mean you can't stay friends. My mum's best friend has lived in Australia for 30 years, since she was 19.

Moving around is good for you. The world is far too big to stay in one little corner of it.
 
Not sure if it applies, but when my family moved countries, I didnt feel an inch of this homesick you guys speak of 0_o
 
Well moving with your family is probably different to moving on your own.
No actually it definitely is.
 
Sheee

(We gave most our livesss)

is leavingggg

(Sacrificed most of our lives!)

homeeee

(We gave her everything money could buy)

She's leaving home after living alone

For so many years. Bye, bye
 
Good luck on your move and hang in there. I just moved from TX to PA for grad school. Had a new grad student ice cream "social" today, but found that 95% of the people there were socializing in either Indian, Chinese, or some European language I don't know. Not that I have anything against that since it's probably tough on them too and it's probably the only language they feel comfortable with, but I felt awkward so I just went home :|. It probably doesn't help that they had the internat'l student orientation first so everyone there had already friended up. Anyhow... I know how it feels. Undergrad was so much easier. You live in a dorm and eat in the cafeteria and if you sit by yourself someone usually goes to sit with you. But now I live by myself, eat by myself, etc.
 
dfc05 said:
Good luck on your move and hang in there. I just moved from TX to PA for grad school. Had a new grad student ice cream "social" today, but found that 95% of the people there were socializing in either Indian, Chinese, or some European language I don't know. Not that I have anything against that since it's probably tough on them too and it's probably the only language they feel comfortable with, but I felt awkward so I just went home :|. It probably doesn't help that they had the internat'l student orientation first so everyone there had already friended up. Anyhow... I know how it feels. Undergrad was so much easier. You live in a dorm and eat in the cafeteria and if you sit by yourself someone usually goes to sit with you. But now I live by myself, eat by myself, etc.
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Yeah, I think the loneliness is what's killing me.

Back at home, whenever I had a day off of school (and even some days where I had school :p), i'd wake up at like 2, get dressed, fire up my car, call around and go pick some people up, and then literally do absolutely nothing till something like 4 in the morning, go back home, and do it all over again.

We had nothing to do, but we were always together. Days with school, we'd all eat in the same spot with each other, every single day. If school was out, we'd all just hang out in a park/parking lot, smoke, listen to music, and do absolutely nothing more, alll ****ing day.

I was just constantly surrounded by my good friends. I don't know what to do with myself without them.
 
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