what could have been...

burnzie

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Im sitting here at 3:16 AM stressing over somthing that didnt happen.

A I left a close close friend for 5 ****ing minutes and he drives home drunk as anything. I was the one who should have been watching him. He was saying things that he wanted to drive home. i said no but i didnt take things far enough. i didnt think to take his keys. I leave for five god damn minutes and he takes off.

Irresponcibe c*nt.

As soon as i find out, i take off (im sober), not without yealling at everyone there for not stopping him (they were all pretty gone, i was so stupid to leave him with them)

i went down the servo for a ****ing sausage roll and he put, not only him self at danger, but everyone else on the ****ing road. if somthing hadda happend, i woulda held my self responcible for not doing the smart thing.

if he had died, it woulda been my fault. if he killed someone else it woulda been my fault. i feel so god damn sick.

thank god i got to his house and his car was there.
 
he shouldnt be driving at all, not even his car with him if he's out to get drunk, dont blame yourself. ultimatly its down to him. speak to him and make sure it doesnt happen again. you cant help feeling guilty though, even though nothing happend.
 
GO TO BED. No really, 3.16am? Get to bed!
 
tonight didnt kill him, wait till he see's me in the morning.

he's getting a busted noes for sure
 
Hey Adrien, watch out mate, this isn't a joking matter.

I know how you feel brunzie.
 
yeah, ive had that sick feeling knowing my friends are driving drunk too.
 
ok, well i've calmed down a bit. im not gonna smack him one, but im not gonna talk to him either....
 
burnzie said:
ok, well i've calmed down a bit. im not gonna smack him one, but im not gonna talk to him either....

I want you to do 2 things.

1) Never let that happen again
2) Pound it into your friends head that what he did last night was the stupidest thing ever. Make sure it doesn't happen again. Tell his parents, siblings, other friends. Something so he learns his lesson.
 
2 things i had already thought off, and will act apon

thanks though, its good to know someones on the same wavelength as me :)
 
burnzie said:
2 things i had already thought off, and will act apon

thanks though, its good to know someones on the same wavelength as me :)

It's nice to know someone is on the same wavelength as me too. :)

I know people who don't give a crap if a friend drives home drunk or impaired (think drugs). It's sad.
 
What you're feeling is remorse. Take comfort in the fact that you are basically a good person.

As for your friend, tell him if he does it again that you won't have anything to do with him. Thats about the worst thing you can do.
 
Well done, Im quite happy to see someone who cares for this sort of thing. I hope he is the only one who does that?
 
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