kngHenry
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I was reflecting about the thread where I mentioned that I was going to kill myself. I know it was wrong to post that thread, it's just that I was not feeling well at that particular moment and for some reason beyond my understanding I had an impulsive need to express my feelings in a dramatic fashion. I did have a suicidal thought but I never really thought seriously about commiting suicide, but the thought was there nonetheless. You know what I mean? It's not like I would have done it.
Someone mentioned that I am going to go to hell for starting that thread and I can't stop thinking about it. I keep re-reading that reply in my mind and wondering if that person was right. I acknowledge that I played with your feelings, and that was wrong. I apologize for posting that thread. I feel really bad about it. Please forgive me.
Someone mentioned that I am going to go to hell for starting that thread and I can't stop thinking about it. I keep re-reading that reply in my mind and wondering if that person was right. I acknowledge that I played with your feelings, and that was wrong. I apologize for posting that thread. I feel really bad about it. Please forgive me.