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    Are Trucks As Popular In Europe

    Cars with AWD are a bit different. They don't have a large wheel base unless you're talking big luxury sedans (BMW 7 series/Mercedes S-Class) like trucks do. They also don't have huge beds that are otherwise unused by the majority of truck owners. Also, AWD cars don't have huge ride height and...
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    Freddiew youtube channel.

    I used to go to www.wrigleyvideo.com for Adobe Premier Pro tutorials
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    Freddiew youtube channel.

    When I used to make anime music videos (lol) I tried to use Adobe After Effects and failed. I was like 12-13 at the time and it was just way too hard to make any worth-while effects. I should really try and learn it sometime soon. Kudos to this guy
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    Are Trucks As Popular In Europe

    bro-dozers: and also:
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    True Grit, best movie of 2010

    Saw it the other night stoned out of my mind. I was blown away.
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    What material wealth was donated to you this 25th of December?

    WHAT IS WRONG WITH STEAM!! Why is it taking literally 4 hours to start up hl2? I installed orange box and it was updating all the games at once, I paused all of them and launched just HL2 but it's been sitting there loading so incredibly slow for the last 2 hours and it still says 2.5 hours to...
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    Started Steam back up after years of not using it..

    Refresh my gaming memory haha, is 50fps good? I honestly have not played a single game in more than 4 years..also how grainy/generally ugly is it on medium settings? EDIT: this is ridiculous, i've been "updating" for more than 2 hours and it's still saying it's going to start in 2 hours and 22...
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    Started Steam back up after years of not using it..

    Well I guess you're right. I clicked on HL2 (want to start all over again and play everything in sequence) and it automatically paused everything else. It still said it would take 1 hour and 15 minutes until it launched...yikes :( BTW, I hope my laptop can handle it haha, I got it as a gift and...
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    Started Steam back up after years of not using it..

    I bought Orange Box and installed everything from HL2 to episode 2...it finished and launched Steam..now it's telling me I have to wait 2 hours to play HL2 and the same goes for HL2DM, episode 1, 2, portal, team fortress etc..What gives? What's with the retardedly long wait times?
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    Happy Xmas

    merry christmas..remember planet doom?
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    I already know what my problem is. I still haven't come into terms with dealing with the past and I don't know how to really deal with it. Seeing my school therapist is a step I'm willing to take to see if he or she can provide a good way to cope and deal with the past. When I say past I mean...
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    This feeling sucks. It's not a burning anxiety feeling, or deep depression feeling it's more of a "meh" feeling. I don't really feel joy anymore. Before the anxiety and depression were intense but like whenever I thought of a certain thing or event in the past that made me happy I was happy...
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    You're absolutely right. It took me almost 3 months to get back on my feet and when I did I got knocked down again. It's only been a week since so I guess I just have to give it more time. The councilor I would be seeing is part of my school and is free, I'm not sure if he or she would recommend...
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    Yes, I understand but it's really 2 different things.
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    haha even during my darkest moments i went out with friends and drank and while I did have fun like I usually do when I go out with them, I have never in my life felt the need to drink alone or smoke pot alone. I guess I can be thankful that I'm not that kind of person lol.
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    I agree. What makes it so hard is that yes, I went through a depression stage in my life that lasted 4 months (some weeks being tougher than others but other weeks going being like myself). The period of depression I went through for 4 months have been because of a PTSD issue which went away but...
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    I know you're all sick of these threads but need to vent

    I've decided that I'm going to see my counselor at school. I'm very skeptical about this however. What can she possibly say that I haven't thought of? If she says: You need to communicate to your girlfriend...well I've tried that last year and that just sent my anxiety/depression through the...
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    Does God Exist? What do you think? Creation? Your thoughts here.

    I posted this in another thread but that was already in a huge debate/multi-quote war with 2 other users so I doubt anyone looked at it. But I seriously recommend everyone watch this:
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