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[KiNG]

i think im depressed, i dont know exactly why im writing this but it seems ok right now. i go through the day pretending like im fine but when everything is over at the end of the day i want to cry. i dont know why or for what but im sad. almost a year ago i was in a hospital for a syndrom. in the end im scared and bitter. about a week ago i was typin to myself about how i felt and i snapped, i was crying because my life will never be the same or the way i want it. i dont know if im going to fully recover because the doctors arnt to familar with the syndrom. its rare. dont laf but i was watching fooly cooly the other day, i think i like it now. but i felt something when i was watching it. it left me in a daze and in a certain state of mind. i was calm collected thoughtful and in touch with my creative side. i want to be wanted and loved, i want to be wanted, i have before but not currently in my present state. i want to live my life like all the other 18 year olds. i was a party'er and always took everthing forgranted. i want a reset button. er...before i go and make a dramatic ass of myself has or does anyone else feel this way?

 

[oldi1knoby]

Honestly, the best thing to do is to start over. I started over at 18. I was in a deep depression because I had no direction in my life. I wanted to get high, drink, and nothing else. I am a totally different person today. I stopped doing drugs, started going to a Community College, moved to Hawaii. I am doing great in School, and I actually have a direction in life.

If you feel you are depressed you should tell someone. Depression is a sickness just like anything else. My father is Bi-Polar and I have to deal with depression every week. The best way to help someone when they are depressed is to know about it. If you want help, ask it. Ask your family. Ask a close friend. If neither of those will help, ask a Teacher or even see a psychiatrist. There is a stigma about mental health, but it is just like getting a cold. Sometimes you just need to heal on your own, or sometimes you need medicine.

Is anyone else home right now? Go talk to them. If they call you overdramatic, leave and find someone else who does care. Someone will care.

If you can't find anyone to talk to call 1-800-suicide . They deal with people who have depression every day. Tell them your problems and they might be able to help you out. Please, don't just let your feelings fester.

Talk to someone.

 

[Korgoth]

man fooly cooly leaves me in a daze every time i watch it, i love that anime it is so different... anyway man turn to your friends, trust me, that will help you the most, friends are the only reason life is even bearable for me... im 20 unemployed, i don't have direction other than i want to go to school but i can't afford it, i have the feeling i won't get the job i want for the lack of proper education... and i feel like i've ran out of time... blah im alright though cuz i have great friends

 

[GreaseMonkey]

Exactly what innvervision said. When i feel down, doing something with my friend cheers me right back up. This freaking comp is taking my life. Lonelyness leads to depression, so hang out and talk to people, even to people in your family. Call someone and do something.