McGooTheWise
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I had an awful dream last night. I went to the dream dictionary, and it told me a few things about some of the elements of the dream, but there was so much in it, that I don't know where to start with it. Here it is, though.
I was heading to city museum with friends. On the way, I notice my feet hurting badly. We get inside, and the pain so great I take my shoes off. I see puss dripping, and bleeding sores all over my feet, and open wounds on heels. Gashes almost. A stranger comes up and tells me that it’s cancer, no doctor, no proof, but I believe them. I then try to get back to my truck, but the pain is so great I take a few steps and fall. A friend helps carry me outside, I don't know who it is. I notice a strange man in my truck, trying to steal it. I open the door to try and get him out, and my friend disappears. The man punches me, knocking me to the ground, and puts me in the bed of the truck. I tell him I need to go to the hospital. I look down at my feet, and they are swollen now, blood and puss oozing from the sores.
Then I wake up. Not startled. Not frightened. Creeped out, though.
The part that stuck with me when I woke up was cancer. I went to google, and typed in "Cancer sores on feet". It said that cancer is a sign of a deep rooted problem in one's life. But here's the thing, I had no proof it was cancer. Some stranger said I had cancer, and I believed them with no evidence. I understand what that means, I think. I also looked up sores on feet, and since feet are the foundation of our bodies, it implies there is a problem with the foundation of my life.
Lately I've been going to counseling, and I'm on some neat medicine that makes it so everything isn't black & white, and I can see color, so to speak. We're getting to the roots of my problems, and I'm learning the truth of what has made me so violent, and angry these last few years. It could be that seeing these problems lead to the sores on my feet. I noticed they were hurting me before I knew what the problem was, in reality, and in the dream. What I don't understand is why some stranger told me it was cancer in my dream, why my friend ditched me, why some guy tried to steal my truck, (which I haven't had for months, cause my brother has been working on it), and why the sores got worse.
By the way, while I was dreaming, I could feel the sores. It was completely realistic, and they hurt like hell. The dream lasted a long time in reality, and I walked around for hours in my dream before I decided to go back to my truck. Every second hurt like hell, and I can't figure out why I could feel the sores.
Any thoughts? I don't know where to go with this.
I was heading to city museum with friends. On the way, I notice my feet hurting badly. We get inside, and the pain so great I take my shoes off. I see puss dripping, and bleeding sores all over my feet, and open wounds on heels. Gashes almost. A stranger comes up and tells me that it’s cancer, no doctor, no proof, but I believe them. I then try to get back to my truck, but the pain is so great I take a few steps and fall. A friend helps carry me outside, I don't know who it is. I notice a strange man in my truck, trying to steal it. I open the door to try and get him out, and my friend disappears. The man punches me, knocking me to the ground, and puts me in the bed of the truck. I tell him I need to go to the hospital. I look down at my feet, and they are swollen now, blood and puss oozing from the sores.
Then I wake up. Not startled. Not frightened. Creeped out, though.
The part that stuck with me when I woke up was cancer. I went to google, and typed in "Cancer sores on feet". It said that cancer is a sign of a deep rooted problem in one's life. But here's the thing, I had no proof it was cancer. Some stranger said I had cancer, and I believed them with no evidence. I understand what that means, I think. I also looked up sores on feet, and since feet are the foundation of our bodies, it implies there is a problem with the foundation of my life.
Lately I've been going to counseling, and I'm on some neat medicine that makes it so everything isn't black & white, and I can see color, so to speak. We're getting to the roots of my problems, and I'm learning the truth of what has made me so violent, and angry these last few years. It could be that seeing these problems lead to the sores on my feet. I noticed they were hurting me before I knew what the problem was, in reality, and in the dream. What I don't understand is why some stranger told me it was cancer in my dream, why my friend ditched me, why some guy tried to steal my truck, (which I haven't had for months, cause my brother has been working on it), and why the sores got worse.
By the way, while I was dreaming, I could feel the sores. It was completely realistic, and they hurt like hell. The dream lasted a long time in reality, and I walked around for hours in my dream before I decided to go back to my truck. Every second hurt like hell, and I can't figure out why I could feel the sores.
Any thoughts? I don't know where to go with this.