I Am Alive

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OH MAN!!! Got hit in a road accident. On Jan 7, 05 at 2:00 AM due to fog. We hit with a partition footpath. After the impact I was on the Bonnet. LOTS OF BLEEDING. Just before the impacy, I thought, maybe I will be alive. I m alive. Got 20 internal stitches on forehead, they took a skin graft from my thigh and pasted it on my forehead due a superficial loss of skin. Got scars on foreheadI m so unlucky dat I have exams going on these days. I took exams in the pain.There was no seatbelt in the car, even if I use to fasten it. Everybody asks me how I felt, no body asked me how I felt psycohlogically? I feel like I m DEAD. I feel like I don't belong to this world. WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? Its a black spot in my life now. HELP ME. Calling all friends. BTW, I post rarely, but read regularly.
 
I'm sorry(for you being in a road accident) and glad(for you surviving :))
In an attempt to be a bit lightly, those scars, if visible, will make for great stories, "Arr, I got'em when fighting sharks in the black sea with my sword!"
Anyway, I feel sorry for you mate :(
 
TerminatorT850 said:
OH MAN!!! Got hit in a road accident. On Jan 7, 05 at 2:00 AM due to fog. We hit with a partition footpath. After the impact I was on the Bonnet. LOTS OF BLEEDING. Just before the impacy, I thought, maybe I will be alive. I m alive. Got 20 internal stitches on forehead, they took a skin graft from my thigh and pasted it on my forehead due a superficial loss of skin. Got scars on foreheadI m so unlucky dat I have exams going on these days. I took exams in the pain.There was no seatbelt in the car, even if I use to fasten it. Everybody asks me how I felt, no body asked me how I felt psycohlogically? I feel like I m DEAD. I feel like I don't belong to this world. WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? Its a black spot in my life now. HELP ME. Calling all friends. BTW, I post rarely, but read regularly.

I would feel even MORE alive if I had a near death experiece..
 
Sounds like you've got a bit of the ol' post traumatic stress syndrome.

If it doesnt go away, see a shrink; they'll fix it. :)
 
or smoke a lot of weed,
Or just go for bliink's sensible idea,but mine is so much more interesting

Sad to hear about that ive never been in a accident where i end up outa the car. Scary thought but now try n live your life to the fullest!!


nb do this after your healed up could cause u to fall sumwhere and do even more damage. :eek:
 
Or start getting anti-deppressants and start stealing morphine shots(Great kicks, believe me I know :p)!:)
 
ah, that's terrible :x

but definently see a shrink, or someone like that.
 
meh my idea is still more fun but heres a compromise!!

Go get high with your shrink!!

lol sorry if this is inconsiderate im trying to put a lighter feel into the thread
 
Ever see the movie Fearless?

If not, I reccomend giving it a go.
 
Sorry to hear about that, dude. Hope everything turns out okay for you!
The Terminator said:
poo poo pee pee
You need to go away.
 
Wow, what dosen't kill you makes you stronger...
 
Danimal said:
Wow, what dosen't kill you makes you stronger...

Thats what my grandad used to say before he died. Seems a bit ironic.

Hope you recover soon dude.
 
I dunno, almost dying really isn't that spectacular. I've had plenty of oportunities to die but that doesn't necessarily give you some kind of epiphany
 
OH MAN!!! Got hit in a road accident. On Jan 7, 05 at 2:00 AM due to fog. We hit with a partition footpath. After the impact I was on the Bonnet. LOTS OF BLEEDING. Just before the impacy, I thought, maybe I will be alive. I m alive. Got 20 internal stitches on forehead, they took a skin graft from my thigh and pasted it on my forehead due a superficial loss of skin. Got scars on foreheadI m so unlucky dat I have exams going on these days. I took exams in the pain.There was no seatbelt in the car, even if I use to fasten it. Everybody asks me how I felt, no body asked me how I felt psycohlogically? I feel like I m DEAD. I feel like I don't belong to this world. WHATS GOING ON WITH ME? Its a black spot in my life now. HELP ME. Calling all friends. BTW, I post rarely, but read regularly.

Hey I was involve in a motor crash many years ago.How i survived is beyond believe. I was driving up a duel carriage way and this lorry pulled out in front of me. me and my passanger went underneath.I don't know about you but it all happened in slow motion.

Who knows what forces guide us? but lets be grateful for the ones that look over us.

Take care buddy, Heal quick.
 
Ask out the girl of your dreams.
Tell off the person you hate.
Do shit you'd never in a million years have the balls to do.

Who cares, you're dead, right?
 
Ask out the girl of your dreams.
Tell off the person you hate.
Do shit you'd never in a million years have the balls to do.

Who cares, you're dead, right?

agreed
 
Dan said:
I dunno, almost dying really isn't that spectacular. I've had plenty of oportunities to die but that doesn't necessarily give you some kind of epiphany

maybe it's because you stole somebodies avatar.
 
are you sure you are alive? has anybody said hello to you in person in the past 5 mins?

(you've got my sympathy)
 
alco said:
Ask out the girl of your dreams.
Tell off the person you hate.
Do shit you'd never in a million years have the balls to do.

Who cares, you're dead, right?
yep

Do something that you've always wanted to do, i was involved in a car crash, but the people that hit us we're going at about 2 mph so it only scratched our car (damn Mc' Donalds car parks)
 
It is possible that you are dead, and we're all just a generation of your mind as it fizzles out.. it can cram years into microseconds.
 
So i'm dead? I guess when I fell off that playground at the age of 8 I really did break my arm instead of worrying that I did :|
 
Uh oh. You all know what's going to happen right?

Final Destination 3. Dun dun dun!



Seriously though dude, glad you're alive!
 
This thread reminds me of the song from Godsmack called "Awake"
 
Sometimes it seems like only 5 post members have horrific accidents.
It's a weird trend.
 
The title of this thread made me think of a song of the same name by Ima Robot

uh huh
this one is good, the illusion of fun
D-R-U-G-S leaves no one alive.
I'm alive.

Freedom of choice, love.
My monkey on ice.
Sittin' back in the sun,
its a wonder we're alive.
I'm alive.

Wake up, wake up.
This is heaven on Earth, oh ya.
I give you my only love.
Wake up, wake up.
Nothing could be worse, oh ya.
I give you my only love.

Ooo, oh baby we're aging with time.
Live, live, live, live.
RIght now while you're alive.
I'm alive.

Ahhhhh, ahhhh, ahhhh I. oh oh.
Baddap bap bap bahh, I'm alive.

Now, wake up, wake up.
This is heaven on Earth, oh ya.
I give you my only love.
Wake up, wake up.
Nothing could be worse, oh ya.
I give you my only love.
 
destrukt said:
maybe it's because you stole somebodies avatar.

I didn't steal anybody's damn avatar. It was one of the pics that valve gave us a long time ago way before HL2 was released.
 
MiccyNarc said:
Sometimes it seems like only 5 post members have horrific accidents.
It's a weird trend.

That's because the rest of us with high post counts rarely leave the house :D






























lol jk (?)
 
staticprimer said:
The title of this thread made me think of a song of the same name by Ima Robot

uh huh
this one is good, the illusion of fun
D-R-U-G-S leaves no one alive.
I'm alive.

Freedom of choice, love.
My monkey on ice.
Sittin' back in the sun,
its a wonder we're alive.
I'm alive.

Wake up, wake up.
This is heaven on Earth, oh ya.
I give you my only love.
Wake up, wake up.
Nothing could be worse, oh ya.
I give you my only love.

Ooo, oh baby we're aging with time.
Live, live, live, live.
RIght now while you're alive.
I'm alive.

Ahhhhh, ahhhh, ahhhh I. oh oh.
Baddap bap bap bahh, I'm alive.

Now, wake up, wake up.
This is heaven on Earth, oh ya.
I give you my only love.
Wake up, wake up.
Nothing could be worse, oh ya.
I give you my only love.


This one fits better (Sample):

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Blind Guardian - I`m Alive

I run through the dark fields
Of the plains
Reach level 99
The pain cuts deep down
Through my vain
How will I break the ice
Welcome to my reality
Dream forever
Sunlight instead of neon light
How will it be
Welcome to my grave
And feel the dream is over
Nothing can stop me
I reach out for the top

Caught in an old cage
The system failed
Built up on lies
Now I see that I'm alone
In asylum's cage
I'm left alone

I'm alive my friend
I can feel the shadows everywhere
I'm alive
I left the shadows
Far behind me
Another one is waiting in the dark

They say the system keeps
The last chance to survive
Caught in this labyrinth
Of walls and lot's of lies
Then I began to understand
There's more above then ice
To reach the top
I crept deep down
The answers given in the past
A senseless worth
In useless brains
Magic runes
Without a meaning
Besides the dark
There should be nothing left

Caught in an old cage
The system failed
Built up on lies
Now I see that I'm alone
In asylum's cage
I'm left alone

I'm alive my friend
I can feel the shadows everywhere
I'm alive
I left the shadows
Far behind me
Another one is waiting in the dark

[SOLO]

Outside they say death is waiting
But it creeps down throuth the shaft
Finds pleasure in our helpless fear
Fills empty rooms with morbid thought
They've locked the door
And hold the key

Sitting beside you
When silent screams
Changing my mind and dreams
Oh, it's never ending

Caught in an old cage
The system failed
Built up on lies
Now I see that I'm alone
In asylum's cage
I'm left alone

I'm alive my friend
I can feel the shadows everywhere
I'm alive
I left the shadows
Far behind me
Another one is waiting
In the dark
I'M ALIVE!
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