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I just had an intense derealization attack. Haven't had one in about a year or more, and even then, they were never this bad.

I was staring up at the ceiling, hyperventilating, and the roof started getting all wavy with all these beams of random colours shooting all over it.

**** this shit, I thought I was over this crap, i'm so close to just up and calling it quits, it's not even funny...
 
We warned you about that 'meth and shrooms' before haven't we? :p
 
Last time I did that I laughed it off and proceeded to throw a remote at the wall and chuck a chair out the back onto the clothesline.
 
Saturos said:
Your post was kinda vague though. Do you have any medical issues?

A withdrawl/relapse perhaps?
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This.

I simply advise to go see a doctor, and keep calm in the meantime.
 
Sounds to me like you got a bad case of the heebie jeebies there boy. Take some sea salt mixed with 2 parts ginger root and 3 parts cabbage water. That'll take the kick out of any old crack hangover you might be having.
 
If you haven't already, go see a doctor, or a shrink or something.
 
You were outside and it was a rainbow.

Now go back to bed.
 
he had a panic/anxiety attack

he needs to learn to chill the **** out


go see a doctor
 
HAHA stop taking drugs HAHA who saw this reply coming HAHA I'm so awesome.
 
Am I the only one that remembers him complaining about this type of thing before? Or am I just making shit up in MY head now?

Either way, doctor, calm down, etc.
 
CyberPitz said:
Am I the only one that remembers him complaining about this type of thing before? Or am I just making shit up in MY head now?

Either way, doctor, calm down, etc.
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He's made threads in the past about derealization.
 
Hahahahah, u guise r so funy with da drug jokes!

Did you ever see a doctor about it when you were younger Sinky?
 
prancin' around with ye head full of eyeballs.
 
sounds like you were trippin nuts....
just sit back and enjoy it :D
 
Why are you so afraid of suddenly entering a dream world where you don't have problems or assholes to pester you? Unless it's schizophrenia of course... D= ...well, maybe.
 
Because it is at best, temporary.

Then reality kicks in, and oh it hurts if you're not ready to face it. In my case anyway.
 
Well, i'm going to chock it up to the fact that I was running on 3-4 hours of sleep, had quite a bit on my mind at the time, was ground up with homework, and had an exam the day after to worry about.

Hopefully it was an isolated occurrence.
 
evil^milk said:
Because it is at best, temporary.

Then reality kicks in, and oh it hurts if you're not ready to face it. In my case anyway.
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Well that should lead to horrible and sad addiction, not panic.
 
sinkoman said:
Well, i'm going to chock it up to the fact that I was running on 3-4 hours of sleep, had quite a bit on my mind at the time, was ground up with homework, and had an exam the day after to worry about.

Hopefully it was an isolated occurrence.
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It's just an anxiety attack.
 
What is with this forum and folk with mental problems that totally go about it in the worst of ways?, like posting it here?. :imu:

**** me, I had a massive anxiety problem in my early teens, and repeat occurances a few times since, and you know what?, I suck it up.


Just reach into that part of their brain that deals with cold hard logic and reality and rely on that. Since your not in an institution your obviously deemed in full control of rational thought so like....rely on it or something?.
 
nurizeko said:
What is with this forum and folk with mental problems that totally go about it in the worst of ways?

**** me, I had a massive anxiety problem in my early teens, and repeat occurances a few times since, and you know what?, I suck it up.
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I lol'd
 
Derealisation is asterisking cool, man! Totally asterisks awesome!
 
nurizeko said:
What is with this forum and folk with mental problems that totally go about it in the worst of ways?, like posting it here?. :imu:

**** me, I had a massive anxiety problem in my early teens, and repeat occurances a few times since, and you know what?, I suck it up.


Just reach into that part of their brain that deals with cold hard logic and reality and rely on that. Since your not in an institution your obviously deemed in full control of rational thought so like....rely on it or something?.
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I was irate tired and bored so I figured why not bitch about it on HL2.net

It used to be a chronic problem about a year or two, i'd have multiple ones just about every day, so I was kinda scared that I was falling back into the same pattern. I used to get weekly counceling till I managed to control them, and I was SUPPOSED to go on anxiety meds, but I managed to quell them.

So yeah, I too had a massive anxiety problem in my early teens, so ye know, might want to get down from yer pedastal.

It doesn't really scare the shit out of me anymore like it used to (although I of course can't reason out of the underlying paranoia that causes them, because well, if I couldn't, I wouldn't have gotten them), they're just irritating.
 
sinkoman said:
**** you, i'm 100% sober right now, and was 100% sober when it hit me.
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Try beating the time that I collapsed about once every week, temporarily losing my sight, and my memory for several seconds. The most frightening sh*t ever, especially when you don't even realise your in your own home :p
 
Krynn72 said:
Sounds like your ceiling is an LSD screen
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Great link, totally bad ass...I will never be able to listen to "Major Tom" the same way again...

In all reality Sinko, could it have been a flash-back? (I'm still waiting for mine to come around, two trips for the price of one, woo-hoo!)
 
The best treatment for paranoia is depression.
 
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