So its come to this...

[Shakermaker]

* Shakermaker hugs burnzie

Having a drink is about the best thing you can do right now.

 

[PatPwnt]

Well there's nothing you can do about it. Was there a birth mark she didn't like or something? Is there a REASON why she dumped you? I doubt it's because she "can't handle a relationship"

 

[burnzie]

Well there's nothing you can do about it. Was there a birth mark she didn't like or something? Is there a REASON why she dumped you? I doubt it's because she "can't handle a relationship"

answer that one for me and you can have a cookie...

i wish i knew...

 

[burnzie]

I wrote a letter today but i dont know that i want to give it to her. i have 3 frames of mind.

1. **** it. send it today
2. Dont send it till after my snow trip with her so that things arnt awkward for everyone.
3.Dont send it at all. still try and be friends.

the letter pretty much states that she really hurt me and that i dont want to even be friends with her, although that i still have feelings for her. (dont ask). witha lot of filler crap im not gonna go into.

i still feel like shit.

 

[CyberSh33p]

:| well, you should probably send it if thats how you really feel, but do it after the trip, ruining it for people not involved is just being a jerk

 

[burnzie]

i left it on her front step.

things needed to be said. it couldnt wait.

 

[Tr0n]

You should go out to the bar again and play some pool.

 

[burnzie]

You should go out to the bar again and play some pool.

id thought id never say this but i dont much feel like it. maybe tomorow.

 

[sHm0zY]

damnn man Im feelin bad for you kinda makes me upset becuase now i remember how it felt to get dumped.. dont wory about it just take it easy, you will get over it

 

[Sai]

**** women, **** relationships, just **** all interaction with the oppisite sex for a while, start playing cs, get the guys together on a weekend and have a night out, take a vacation from tension, pre-occuping yourself just might be the ticket to escaping that shitty state of mind people label as depression

 

[Dr. Freeman]

aww.. sorry to hear that burnzie

/me hugs burnzie

i know it means nothing right now.. but once u forget about her.. things will get better

 

[burnzie]

Ok. this is weird. i just found out her best friend likes me...

this just confuses things more...

 

[CyberSh33p]

2 questions you need to consider:
1. is it too early?
she hot?
2. do you like her?

 

[burnzie]

2 questions you need to consider:
1. is it too early?
she hot?
2. do you like her?

very good question(s)

the very two thoughts going through my head.

i have a head ache

would i only get with her because im on the rebound?. she is such a nice person. i wouldnt want to hurt her the way i was hurt. damn i need a beer.

edit: Not hot, cute and a very nice person

atleast she wouldnt cheat on me.


and another thought. did this all happen because my ex found about her best friend likeing me.

AHHHHH IM GOING TO EXPLODE.........

 

[CyberSh33p]

and another thought. did this all happen because my ex found about her best friend likeing me.

AHHHHH IM GOING TO EXPLODE.........

haven't even considered that :|
dag, yo.

this could be more complex than originally though :|

 

[burnzie]

I want a time machine...

edit: no i dont. i've lerned alot from this. i dont think me and her friend would work. i dont know how i feel.

 

[CyberSh33p]

I want a time machine...

ah, but that would be like having a religion simply 'to improve your chances' after death. its a lie.

I make weird analogies but in my head they make sense

edit: oh now you tell me

 

[burnzie]

ah, but that would be like having a religion simply 'to improve your chances' after death. its a lie.

I make weird analogies but in my head they make sense

i know, i have changed my mind, read above.

*sigh* i have to go to work now. deal with shithead customers who want there bloody videos. they bark orders at me like im some sort of animal. if i snap, i'll be sure to report the hillarity

meantime she probably read the letter by now. she would be home. i wonder if i'll get a response. one of my other friends is going to talk to her tonight. i'll get the goss then...

funny thing is that the other friend is sombody i had a crush on in school. we didnt go out because she didnt feel the same way but now we are better friends...

my hair hurts...

 

[Evil Beaver]

/me Hugrapes burnzie

Yeah, losing a loved one does suck.
Nothing more I can really add. But it does get better.
Shuzer needs love too.(/giggle)

 

[CyberSh33p]

* Evil Beaver Hugrapes burnzie


Yeah, losing a loved one does suck.
Nothing more I can really add. But it does get better.
Shuzer needs love too.(/giggle)

shuzer tried to drown me

burnzie, how well do you know her best friend? you two ever talk or anything?

 

[OCybrManO]

IMO, it's never too early... but that's me. :E

Unless your old girlfriend comes to you, consider that relationship over. Now, about this new girl. You know she's nice. You know she likes you. Is she attractive? Is she funny? Does you have similar likes and dislikes? Does she have a good personality? Is she fun to be around? Could you see yourself with her? In the end it's up to you... not anyone on some video game forum.

BTW, those questions are for you. You don't need to respond to them.

i wouldnt want to hurt her the way i was hurt.

Why? Do you have a record of getting drunk, cheating on your girlfriends, and then breaking up with them?

 

[burnzie]

shuzer tried to drown me

burnzie, how well do you know her best friend? you two ever talk or anything?

not that well, i've only really talked to her because of EX. but she is someone i went to school with and after spending time with her through EX i realised what a funny, good person she is.

she has liked me since school and has never had a boyfriend before. i really dont know what to think anymore.

 

[burnzie]

Why? Do you have a record of getting drunk, cheating on your girlfriends, and then breaking up with them?

no i wouldnt do that. but i also dont want to discover i really dont actualy like her and have to end it.

i dont think i would hurt her like mine hurt me.

i know im a better person than to cheat on someone. hell i feel bad if i cheat in games

 

[OCybrManO]

but i also dont want to discover i really dont actualy like her and have to end it.

That is a risk you take in every relationship. Even ones with people you have known for years.

 

[CyberSh33p]

no i wouldnt do that. but i also dont want to discover i really dont actualy like her and have to end it.

i dont think i would hurt her like mine hurt me.

i know im a better person than to cheat on someone. hell i feel bad if i cheat in games

yar burnzie, I say if you're interested at all, go out with her. I think it'll make you a. feel better b. move on c. have someone better, maybe

don't be a cybersh33p and be alone every day

 

[burnzie]

don't be a cybersh33p and be alone every day

dont worry about it, i do know exactly how you feel. this is pretty much my first experiance in a serious relationship and look how its going.

theres a miss cybersh33p out there somewhere. Hopefully she'll treat you better than mine (not in a weird incest way... you know what i mean...)

i'll keep you informed of whats going on when i do. i think typeing all this has helped so far so im not stoping now...

 

[Sparta]

Well give it some time, then go out with her just as a friend to make sure you do feel this way about her and that its not just something on the rebound.

You don't want to go out with this girl whose liked you for so long only to dump her after a few weeks because you were on the rebound of a long relationship

 

[CyberSh33p]

dont worry about it, i do know exactly how you feel. this is pretty much my first experiance in a serious relationship and look how its going.

theres a miss cybersh33p out there somewhere. Hopefully she'll treat you better than mine (not in a weird incest way... you know what i mean...)

i'll keep you informed of whats going on when i do. i think typeing all this has helped so far so im not stoping now...

thanks, that actually made me feel better, even though I am not the one in need of such

as with every problem, it feels better talking about it, no?

 

[Mr.Reak]

You know what they say, cheater once, cheater forever. You will never be able to trust her again, and that’s a fact of life. She will look at you with a pity every time she sees you, because she knows she hurt you, and you know relationship won’t be the same (if there ever be any relationship). As for being friends, it’s all bullshit. One side always will be jealous or hurt, and it’s you burnzie. For your own sake and sanity, move on, do something different. I bet you have bunch of hobbies, so just for the time being, do them. When you feel like 100 bucks again, you can always start dating again. I know how it feels, had similar situation, braking up with a girl, and it felt like total shit. Scariest thing is you think you won’t find anyone better, and it’s another bullshit that stuck in your head. Kick it out, I did, now I am with a woman that I love even more.

So yeah, good luck.

 

[Cybernoid]

she told me that she got drunk the night before and cheated on me with a guy and a girl. she didnt sleep with them, she only kissed them.

Well, you shouldn't date drunken sluts anyway.

 

[burnzie]

Well, you shouldn't date drunken sluts anyway.

she's not like that. i dont know how this happend.

and i may have lost my job because of lack of peformance. this last thing was one of many things in my life that have ****ed up over the past few weeks. my manager is such a cold hearted bitch. i tried to explane that i have a lot going on at the moment and she said she doesnt care and that i should leave it at the door. that is seriously ****ed i wanna quit but i got nothing else.

a good mate is trying to get me a job at the pub (my favorate where i always play pool) so that should be good. im back to feeling bad again. there was a few hours that i felt better, but i let my mind wonder at night and it all comes back. i just want her back, to the way we were. i cant stop thinking about her. but i know that when i see her i'll only feal anger again.

why has my life turned to shit. i was happy damnit. it was all working out... im going to sleep. but i know exactly what i'll dream about....

 

[burnzie]

Scariest thing is you think you won’t find anyone better

bingo. thats how i feel. but your right, i shouldnt think like that.

 

[CyberSh33p]

the bed is a horrible place makes you remember everything bad or unhappy without distractions.

I won't have to worry tonight though, I am sleep deprived once again and will fall asleep instantly.

 

[simmo]

When you said you slammed on the brakes, I honestly thought you where gonna chuck her out and drive off .

If I spent loads of moneh on a girl, gave her my heart and support...only for her to say that :|

I would of said: "Open your door bitch!", then I would of kicked her ass outta there! \o/

edit: I not directing that at your girl burnzie, I just made the girl up , please dont hurt me ;(

 

[CyberSh33p]

When you said you slammed on the brakes, I honestly thought you where gonna chuck her out and drive off .

If I spent loads of moneh on a girl, gave her my heart and support...only for her to say that :|

I would of said: "Open your door bitch!", then I would of kicked her ass outta there! \o/

simmo, you're all talk

when we broke up you just cried in a corner for days in a fetal position

 

[simmo]

when we broke up you just cried in a corner for days in a fetal position

shhhhh!!!, thats private!!...knowone was ment to know

 

[SFLUFAN]

This is the reason I get all the companionship I need from prostitutes - far less stress and much easier on the wallet.

 

[burnzie]

great, i have to stay at her place for when we go to the snow tomorow. wont that be fun... :|

 

[CyberSh33p]

you can club her til she bleeds!

 

[burnzie]

you can club her til she bleeds!

as i've said before, i still like her for some bloody reason. i should hate her. but i dont. i wish i did hate her, it would make things easier...