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Let's begin with a little background. My name is Sam, I'm 17, and frankly, I'm being bored to death by games of all shapes and sizes, of all genres and qualities. I used to love installing HL2, like a little kid at Christmas who got a new game (Ok, that's exactly how it was). I remember loading up HL2 for the first time, a huge genuine smile on my face just looking in awe at the pure magnificence of the area, first walking outside and spending ten minutes just walking around and talking to everyone, looking into the sky to see birds flying by... those were the good times, but I'm afraid HL2 may have been the last "great" game for me.
Years after playing HL2, I moved onto other games and mods, playing DoD:S and CS:S and BF2 with friends and for a time, things were doing good. But then suddenly, BF2 got utterly butt **** gay, CS:S stopped being entertaining, even on a level of competition, even my save file of FF7 just slowly slid off my memory card.
Most recently I've had a great oppurtunity to play Total Annihilation with a friend who shares similar RTS interests, and those were probably the last good times I had with any game.
Tonight, I finished torrenting some critically acclaimed games, but after installing them all and playing them for a few minutes, I just... wasn't interested anymore. I lost that spirit, that will to explore and to be creative. Maybe it's some sort of thing I'm growing out of, maybe I want to do something a bit more hands on, enjoy myself a little more, explore new things (particularly with women ) and begin from a fresh start. Maybe the games t hemselves are just simply boring, maybe there will be no more half-life2s, no more epic RTS games (Ok, Sup Comm, but even that I've sort of lost interest in). What I'm trying to say is... perhaps there's a time in each man's life where he has to choose whether to continue on with the way he was, or jump into a brave new world with new rules and new players! Has anyone else felt this desaturation of the emphasis you once held for games? Or am I just "gamed out".
Years after playing HL2, I moved onto other games and mods, playing DoD:S and CS:S and BF2 with friends and for a time, things were doing good. But then suddenly, BF2 got utterly butt **** gay, CS:S stopped being entertaining, even on a level of competition, even my save file of FF7 just slowly slid off my memory card.
Most recently I've had a great oppurtunity to play Total Annihilation with a friend who shares similar RTS interests, and those were probably the last good times I had with any game.
Tonight, I finished torrenting some critically acclaimed games, but after installing them all and playing them for a few minutes, I just... wasn't interested anymore. I lost that spirit, that will to explore and to be creative. Maybe it's some sort of thing I'm growing out of, maybe I want to do something a bit more hands on, enjoy myself a little more, explore new things (particularly with women ) and begin from a fresh start. Maybe the games t hemselves are just simply boring, maybe there will be no more half-life2s, no more epic RTS games (Ok, Sup Comm, but even that I've sort of lost interest in). What I'm trying to say is... perhaps there's a time in each man's life where he has to choose whether to continue on with the way he was, or jump into a brave new world with new rules and new players! Has anyone else felt this desaturation of the emphasis you once held for games? Or am I just "gamed out".