the internet effect

[Phantim]

Sorry if this sounds like ranting, but death is not part of life, death is the end of life. Unfortunatly it is impossible to contemplate what death is realisticly, considering that death is when you brain stops sending electical impulses! So imagine death as an infinite nothing which doesnt exist because it is impossible to imagine! lol thats what death is, nothing. You cant know your dead because you dont know anything, you can say, oh no ive just died!!! god damned philosophy!!! lol

ANYWAY

Those are my exact thoughts, but I hate thinking them.

 

[15357]

From the MySpace deaths page:

God I ****ing hate these generations. Kids are so... I want to say stupid, but that's not really it... It's a mix of peer pressure and just... ignorance, and poor decision making.

Uh... that is stupidity.

 

[CyberPitz]

From the MySpace deaths page:

God I ****ing hate these generations. Kids are so... I want to say stupid, but that's not really it... It's a mix of peer pressure and just... ignorance, and poor decision making.

I used to do that as a kid 10 years ago. Except I did it to myself. Only really passed out once. It was scarey as hell, and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. Screw drugs, I got my hands over my arteries.

 

[VirusType2]

"I was totally, totally shocked," Sepasi said. "A game? Where children choke themselves?"

Well for me it wasn't a game, and I had never heard of such crazy shit. We didn't have internet yet. Wasn't quite invented yet. Im 31.


When I was like 11 I was told to go out and sit in the hallway when I wasn't even doing anything wrong. The teacher had been having a problem with me for a while and had been sending me to sit in the hall for the entire class quite often.

I was really distressed about my failure in school and put my hands around my neck and was sort of jokingly choking myself.

Then I took my shoelace from my shoe and started pulling it tight around my neck untill it really started making me light-headed. I did this a couple times. Eventually a teacher or someone came walking down the hallway I decided to go ahead and kill myself before he could stop me, or maybe it was a challenge to get him to stop me?

I wasn't allowed to wear shoelaces for a while.


That is a shame about that girl. When you lose conciousness you can't exactly pull yourself up from the rope can you? You would need to use your hands to hold it tight, not gravity. That way when you go limp, it would loosen instead of hanging you. :x

This is not a good game.

 

[Darkwolf]

Death is definatly a part of life, because everything that lives eventually dies. There's no escape.

I remember telling my younger nephew about death once. I told him not to be afraid of dying, because all the animals and all the plants that have lived before us have gone through it, so it can't be that bad.

Also, it's much harder to explain life than to explain death. And with life, I mean existance. Why are things? What's up with that?

Back on topic: except for a couple of guys on a counterstike server, I haven't really got to know anyone through the internet. I think it's weird that I recognize some of you guys' names instantly, but you probably wouldn't know mine, because I lurk a lot.

I think noone here could handle me in real life by the way.

Hmm... damn... must think... of.... anallergies(sp?)... ugh! Well you got me there. lol

 

[Hullu]

I used to write to a girl, I mean real letters (people still write them). Her last letters were really depressed, and her father died. I wonder if she killed herself, it wouldn't surprise me. She was a really good penpal and I'm still a little sad that she wouldn't write to me anymore. I sent a couple of cards, asking if she's still alive, but nothing came back. I hate it when people just disappear like that and you don't know what's happened. Of course she could have just gotten bored with me...

And I used to chat with a guy who was a little crazy. He said he had violent thoughts and wanted to hurt someone. He often sounded suicidal, so I'm afraid he did something to himself, too.

I seem to attract these types when I go chatting. :I