Mr.Reak
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You know, sometimes you hear people talking about how dying is nothing to be afraid of. I always said the same thing, even if I experienced a gunpoint several times in my life, one time in the face. Well, bullshit, because one dream proved me wrong a big time. It’s one of these dreams that are so real, you can’t tell it apart from reality, even if really weird things are all around you. In dreams like this one, you can’t wakeup yourself, it happens random, because you don’t know you are sleeping.
Well, it started out rather peaceful; I was driving in the car, in the middle of some town, not many cars on the road. Actually I don’t remember any cars on the road, only some people walking on the sidewalks. So I drove out the city, in the middle of nowhere, you know the road that leads you to Las Vegas? Like a road and hot desert that surrounds it? Yeah, something like that. Funny part, I looked in the sky, and moon looked so big (it was during the bright day), romantic big, I could see half of it. Sometimes you can see a moon during the day. So I decided to stop and look some more on moon. So I did just that. And that’s when I saw explosions on the moon, meteorites explosions, you know with big ring of fire going in all directions (like in T3 movie). There were about seven of them, exploding on the face of a moon. A though in my mind came on “holy shit, so close.” Well, after that I heard that big roar in the sky, everything started to shake, up and down, but not to the point of me falling. My heart literally stopped, and I looked up, and see that thing, going down to the horizon. A meteor! And it wasn’t that long of flight, that takes ages, like in the movies. You don’t just look at it and go “wow, that’s beautiful”, you go “****, I am going to die!”. Well, when that thing landed everything started to shake five times stronger, big flash of light came on, so I even closed my eyes. That’s when I get SO terrified, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t think, because I knew I WILL die from this one, there is no hospital that will help me to take a bullet out, there is no escape and I am only 20 years old. So much fear, I can’t even explain, I couldn’t breath.
But after that I felt my eyes and skin burning, watching this wall of fire coming to me closer every second. I got all my sense back again, and the first thing that came to my mind “cover you damn eyes”. So I did, I fell to the ground, covered my head and closed my eyes. Only thing I was able to hear is that roaring.
Well, after that I felt my skin burning, fast pain started to go through my entire body, I felt my bones melt, I felt my eyes burning out. I was scared. I saw bunch of moments from my life flashing in my mind, I have no idea now were they real or just part of my dream. It felt like 1 minute long experience, after that came total darkness, absolutely quite, nothing, nada. It felt like… you don’t have a body, you can’t open your eyes, because you don’t have them, it’s just, you know darkness. You can only think. Well, what came to my mind? I started to think “What now?”. Really, I just died, what happens next? Started to think if I go to heaven/hell. Even tried to remember if I did anything bad.
That’s when I woke up, my body was locked up, I couldn’t move myself, but I was shacking. The weirdest thing is I was crying, weeping may I add. I don’t even remember when was last time I cried. But I still felt part of that fear.
Funny, I experienced a death from meteorite in my dream, and a dose of fear that I will never forget.
What does it mean? Is it a highlight of my “dream life”?
Well, it started out rather peaceful; I was driving in the car, in the middle of some town, not many cars on the road. Actually I don’t remember any cars on the road, only some people walking on the sidewalks. So I drove out the city, in the middle of nowhere, you know the road that leads you to Las Vegas? Like a road and hot desert that surrounds it? Yeah, something like that. Funny part, I looked in the sky, and moon looked so big (it was during the bright day), romantic big, I could see half of it. Sometimes you can see a moon during the day. So I decided to stop and look some more on moon. So I did just that. And that’s when I saw explosions on the moon, meteorites explosions, you know with big ring of fire going in all directions (like in T3 movie). There were about seven of them, exploding on the face of a moon. A though in my mind came on “holy shit, so close.” Well, after that I heard that big roar in the sky, everything started to shake, up and down, but not to the point of me falling. My heart literally stopped, and I looked up, and see that thing, going down to the horizon. A meteor! And it wasn’t that long of flight, that takes ages, like in the movies. You don’t just look at it and go “wow, that’s beautiful”, you go “****, I am going to die!”. Well, when that thing landed everything started to shake five times stronger, big flash of light came on, so I even closed my eyes. That’s when I get SO terrified, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t think, because I knew I WILL die from this one, there is no hospital that will help me to take a bullet out, there is no escape and I am only 20 years old. So much fear, I can’t even explain, I couldn’t breath.
But after that I felt my eyes and skin burning, watching this wall of fire coming to me closer every second. I got all my sense back again, and the first thing that came to my mind “cover you damn eyes”. So I did, I fell to the ground, covered my head and closed my eyes. Only thing I was able to hear is that roaring.
Well, after that I felt my skin burning, fast pain started to go through my entire body, I felt my bones melt, I felt my eyes burning out. I was scared. I saw bunch of moments from my life flashing in my mind, I have no idea now were they real or just part of my dream. It felt like 1 minute long experience, after that came total darkness, absolutely quite, nothing, nada. It felt like… you don’t have a body, you can’t open your eyes, because you don’t have them, it’s just, you know darkness. You can only think. Well, what came to my mind? I started to think “What now?”. Really, I just died, what happens next? Started to think if I go to heaven/hell. Even tried to remember if I did anything bad.
That’s when I woke up, my body was locked up, I couldn’t move myself, but I was shacking. The weirdest thing is I was crying, weeping may I add. I don’t even remember when was last time I cried. But I still felt part of that fear.
Funny, I experienced a death from meteorite in my dream, and a dose of fear that I will never forget.
What does it mean? Is it a highlight of my “dream life”?