CrazyHarij
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I realised not many people would notice my little post in another thread around here, and I'd not want people to wonder where they hell I've gone. It's probably a mixture between compassion and egoism, I *want* to be noticed and all that (hey, look at me!) and I don't want people to be oblivient of what's going on.
I'm off to greener grass and fresher grounds. I feel the need to move on. These forums are becoming less personal and I don't think there's much I can do here, except add yet another spampost in every thread. It's just something I have to do. I want to be reborn and leave my old skin.
Here is my personal message to some of the people that randomly appeared in my memory:
The Dark Elf: Keep up the great work on yer art, you're already a professional, you should definitely start making money on your stuff if you aren't already. It's kickass. And that giger interest you got, probably bigger than my love for his artwork. In one word, kickass. I look up to you as a much older and wiser person, much of what you say gives me things to think about and helps here and there.
Shuzer: Your haxuality meter is through the roof. Your sense of humor is genius. It was a pleasure encountering you on the internet, regardless of what impression I've done to you.
ComradeBadger: My dear comrade. It's going to be rough not having you around to chat with and play OP4DM with. I'm quitting the game too, it causes too many frustrating and aggressive thoughts within me, you may have noticed that.
The way you've opened your hearts sometimes to a complete stranger like me on chat programs have truly been inspiring and it's been incredibly appreciated. I don't really know what to say, you're a wonderful human being. I just wish there was more I could do in return, I've been quite introvert, that's my nature to be honest but I wish I could've said more to you, perhaps to help or something. Anyhow, what's happened has happened,
Good luck with your relationships and ladies, and good luck with your life. You deserve a lass who treats you at least as good as you treat people like me.
nw909: Keep the same attitude in real life as you have on the internet, and nothing can go wrong. You're a great guy with great skills, and you're going to do great. I've admired you deeply, please move on in the same spirit you've had on here.
Chris_D: You've been of great help and inspiration when it comes to your writing skill, I've often peeked through your posts and articles to structure some of my more advanced english texts. Just.. keep up the awesome work, and you'll do fine. I see you're titled Lead Editor now too, pretty cool isn't it?
Axyon: I did screw up things quite badly, didn't I? Heh.. Perfect example of how much of an asshat a guy can be because of things like greed and immaturity. I ruined something that could almost become a friendship with a fantastic and slightly likeminded guy. I've often seen so much of you reminding me of myself in thoughts, interests and towards things.
I said so f*cking stupid things, I won't try and say things like "bad day" to try and make an excuse for it, there is no excuse. I was an idiot and I deserved the outcome. You sure didn't deserve it, no one like you deserves such treatment. You are a great person, you have a very neat sense of humor and always know what to say and when to say it.
I remember when I first came on here about a year ago and saw the guy named Abom|Nation and that lil' burning avatar thing, it was among the first users I memorised and that sense of coolness that surrounded you back then when I barely knew anything about this forum has always followed you in my eyes.
I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me as a last action, because I myself never will forgive myself for what I did.
Icarus: I've tried for about 15 minutes now, and I've come to the conclusion that I simply can't put into words how much I value you. Everything you've done for me and your trust is beatiful, there's no way I can repay it. You're definitely the guy that makes writing this thread hard. I'm serious.
Cybersh33p, MaxiKana, DisturBed, PiMuRho, Letters, Brian Damage, Varg|Hund, Murray, Sprafa, Mechagodzilla, h00dlum and all the rest of HL2.net:
You're part of what has made this simply the greatest place on the internet. Your humor, your help, your existance is enough for a thousand Thanksgiving banquets. It's invaluable, and it always will. Everything you've done for me will always be in my heart.
I think I'm running out of the maximum words here, and I'm lazy when it comes to writing emotional threads at 4:20 AM.. There is probably alot more I should apologize for, alot more I should tell, alot more I should say.. But meh. I think you get the idea, you're such an intelligent bunch of people.
I didn't write this thread to get attention or see how many people can write "OMG I LUV U PLZ DONT GOO!!!!!!!", I just wrote it to inform and to write down a few letters to all you peeps. Not that I'm that sure if people give a damn if I leave, I've tried to be a good person, sometimes it's gone bad and sometimes it's gone pretty much okay, it's up to you to decide.
Anyhow, I will probably be banned for making duplicate accounts and this thread will be locked because you don't like these kinda threads, I wrote it anyway and I did this anyway.
I think you need to work hard to keep the community great in these days of goldness, don't go elitist, be nice to newbies and let them know the beauty of HL2.net, work hard to keep this place in good shape and don't chick out like I'm doing right now. Um.. Have fun with HL2 too, pwn many noobs on CS:S and all the other source games. Perhaps we'll see eachother sometime, who knows?
This probably sounds gay, but I truly, deeply love you all. Thanks for letting me in on this bumpy yet amazing ride, I'll pay the admission fee and walk out the door now.
Oh, and another thing,
Robert Estling: If you read this, I'll check back with you once my pooter is fixed and discuss the matters of half-life2.se.. Unless you've kicked me out already.. I just need a break now when the computer is on repair to relax from the internet duties and soon I'll be back and I'll write plenty of news for ya.
Take care of eachother ya bastards, remember that love is all that matters.
GOODBYE, HL2.NET!;(
*runs out screaming*
I'm off to greener grass and fresher grounds. I feel the need to move on. These forums are becoming less personal and I don't think there's much I can do here, except add yet another spampost in every thread. It's just something I have to do. I want to be reborn and leave my old skin.
Here is my personal message to some of the people that randomly appeared in my memory:
The Dark Elf: Keep up the great work on yer art, you're already a professional, you should definitely start making money on your stuff if you aren't already. It's kickass. And that giger interest you got, probably bigger than my love for his artwork. In one word, kickass. I look up to you as a much older and wiser person, much of what you say gives me things to think about and helps here and there.
Shuzer: Your haxuality meter is through the roof. Your sense of humor is genius. It was a pleasure encountering you on the internet, regardless of what impression I've done to you.
ComradeBadger: My dear comrade. It's going to be rough not having you around to chat with and play OP4DM with. I'm quitting the game too, it causes too many frustrating and aggressive thoughts within me, you may have noticed that.
The way you've opened your hearts sometimes to a complete stranger like me on chat programs have truly been inspiring and it's been incredibly appreciated. I don't really know what to say, you're a wonderful human being. I just wish there was more I could do in return, I've been quite introvert, that's my nature to be honest but I wish I could've said more to you, perhaps to help or something. Anyhow, what's happened has happened,
Good luck with your relationships and ladies, and good luck with your life. You deserve a lass who treats you at least as good as you treat people like me.
nw909: Keep the same attitude in real life as you have on the internet, and nothing can go wrong. You're a great guy with great skills, and you're going to do great. I've admired you deeply, please move on in the same spirit you've had on here.
Chris_D: You've been of great help and inspiration when it comes to your writing skill, I've often peeked through your posts and articles to structure some of my more advanced english texts. Just.. keep up the awesome work, and you'll do fine. I see you're titled Lead Editor now too, pretty cool isn't it?
Axyon: I did screw up things quite badly, didn't I? Heh.. Perfect example of how much of an asshat a guy can be because of things like greed and immaturity. I ruined something that could almost become a friendship with a fantastic and slightly likeminded guy. I've often seen so much of you reminding me of myself in thoughts, interests and towards things.
I said so f*cking stupid things, I won't try and say things like "bad day" to try and make an excuse for it, there is no excuse. I was an idiot and I deserved the outcome. You sure didn't deserve it, no one like you deserves such treatment. You are a great person, you have a very neat sense of humor and always know what to say and when to say it.
I remember when I first came on here about a year ago and saw the guy named Abom|Nation and that lil' burning avatar thing, it was among the first users I memorised and that sense of coolness that surrounded you back then when I barely knew anything about this forum has always followed you in my eyes.
I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me as a last action, because I myself never will forgive myself for what I did.
Icarus: I've tried for about 15 minutes now, and I've come to the conclusion that I simply can't put into words how much I value you. Everything you've done for me and your trust is beatiful, there's no way I can repay it. You're definitely the guy that makes writing this thread hard. I'm serious.
Cybersh33p, MaxiKana, DisturBed, PiMuRho, Letters, Brian Damage, Varg|Hund, Murray, Sprafa, Mechagodzilla, h00dlum and all the rest of HL2.net:
You're part of what has made this simply the greatest place on the internet. Your humor, your help, your existance is enough for a thousand Thanksgiving banquets. It's invaluable, and it always will. Everything you've done for me will always be in my heart.
I think I'm running out of the maximum words here, and I'm lazy when it comes to writing emotional threads at 4:20 AM.. There is probably alot more I should apologize for, alot more I should tell, alot more I should say.. But meh. I think you get the idea, you're such an intelligent bunch of people.
I didn't write this thread to get attention or see how many people can write "OMG I LUV U PLZ DONT GOO!!!!!!!", I just wrote it to inform and to write down a few letters to all you peeps. Not that I'm that sure if people give a damn if I leave, I've tried to be a good person, sometimes it's gone bad and sometimes it's gone pretty much okay, it's up to you to decide.
Anyhow, I will probably be banned for making duplicate accounts and this thread will be locked because you don't like these kinda threads, I wrote it anyway and I did this anyway.
I think you need to work hard to keep the community great in these days of goldness, don't go elitist, be nice to newbies and let them know the beauty of HL2.net, work hard to keep this place in good shape and don't chick out like I'm doing right now. Um.. Have fun with HL2 too, pwn many noobs on CS:S and all the other source games. Perhaps we'll see eachother sometime, who knows?
This probably sounds gay, but I truly, deeply love you all. Thanks for letting me in on this bumpy yet amazing ride, I'll pay the admission fee and walk out the door now.
Oh, and another thing,
Robert Estling: If you read this, I'll check back with you once my pooter is fixed and discuss the matters of half-life2.se.. Unless you've kicked me out already.. I just need a break now when the computer is on repair to relax from the internet duties and soon I'll be back and I'll write plenty of news for ya.
Take care of eachother ya bastards, remember that love is all that matters.
GOODBYE, HL2.NET!;(
*runs out screaming*
