DEATHMASTER
The Freeman
- Joined
- Aug 3, 2005
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Well I have been having this wierd feeling lately and I think its not so much wierd as it is I just realized it. Like when you're in pain or finally get to bed and could fall asleep almost instantly, I feel...like its almost nothing, almost as if I am myself trying to put the feeling of 'sleepiness' or 'pain' in to some kind of more rational way thinking, as if the feeling itself is not justification enough for my action of either the act of falling asleep fast or flinching away from whatever caused me pain. Do I just want more control over my actions? Like I don't exactly want to sleep now, I want to play some HL2, but my body says F U and forces me to sleep or I'm some kind of masochist who wants more pain? I know it sounds wierd as well but I guess I just want a spammer to come into here and call me crazy or somehow relate to it. I prefer the latter.