Until you've experienced what it's like to feel the way genuine cutters feel, you will never fully understand. We can all sit here and say, "They have emotional pain,” but that’s no indication as to how deep the hopelessness and feelings of nothingness that most cutters feel really goes...
I am more eagerly awaiting TFC:S because I simply adore the gameplay TFC has. We really don't know much about TF2 yet so I may well end up eating those words. It'd be scary to tally the number of nights I've stayed up until 5am playing TFC :x
I happened to stumble upon a E3 2003 discussion about HL2 on the PC modding forum I browse and was linked to the demonstration. My love began when the grenade blew the legs off the 'hut' (whatever it was) and crushed the combine below.
For those of us that have been playing for 5+ years, it's not uncommon to consistently score HSs. More than likely, you're just playing with a skilled player, but if you're really that skeptical spec them for a few rounds. If you notice a 'jerk-lock' whenever they see an enemy, you can be a...