Tacoeaterguy
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Recently I partook in a certain substance the first time. (By the way this isn't a drug thread)
Anyway, it really gave me a horrible and terrifying experience, that honestly lasted a couple of days. I had extreme anxiety under the influence of it, and I think it's really effected me in the long run. I had initially done it around 4-5 weeks ago, but I still feel really horrible
I've been having extreme anxiety attacks, in which my mind believes I'm being effected by some kind of life threatening condition/problem. The slightest little things can set it off, like taking medication of any sort. As an example, when I took an Ibuprofen, I somehow convinced myself that I was feeling like I was having an allergic reaction to it. I felt funny and I got a really odd sensation. As another example, my doctor recently prescribed me an acne antibiotic. I started freaking out the first time I took it, in which I began shaking and getting the chills.
On top of this, I can't even hang out with my friends without feeling really odd. I just feel off, you know. Like a state of semi-consciousness, and just really weird. I also started having a problem with loud and intense things. I've been clinging to very calm and peaceful things, and can barely play video games for more than 20 minutes.
Around two nights ago at around 11-ish PM, I was just laying down to go to sleep, and right as I began to close my eyes, I got very dizzy. All of the sudden my legs and hands felt really odd, and I got slight chills. Literally nothing but my mind brought this on. I had also been urinating a ton because I was drinking a ton of water. I looked up all these symptoms on the internet and somehow convinced myself I had Type 1 Diabetes, and that if I didn't get to the doctors soon, I could go into some kind of coma. I stayed up the entire night, and when to the doctor in the morning. Obviously the doctor told me I didn't have diabetes, but then I told her about the "substance", and about the anxiety and medicine she prescribed me. She told me that I should go see a psychologist.
I told my parents everything just so they had an idea what was going on, but I don't want to go to a psychologist. I'm fairly convinced the acne pills that I started taking brought on the recent panic attacks, but the real beginning was when I smoked the shit. I can't really use reasoning to calm down, and when I try and focus on something else it usually doesn't work effectively. The doctor really doesn't understand, and I really don't want to go on medication for something I can deal with it by myself. I don't need a psychologist to tell me that. I'm going to face this head on until it goes away. If anybody has gone through something similar and is willing to give me some tips, it would be very helpful.
Edit: Also during these panic attacks, I sometimes go into what feels like manual breathing
Anyway, it really gave me a horrible and terrifying experience, that honestly lasted a couple of days. I had extreme anxiety under the influence of it, and I think it's really effected me in the long run. I had initially done it around 4-5 weeks ago, but I still feel really horrible
I've been having extreme anxiety attacks, in which my mind believes I'm being effected by some kind of life threatening condition/problem. The slightest little things can set it off, like taking medication of any sort. As an example, when I took an Ibuprofen, I somehow convinced myself that I was feeling like I was having an allergic reaction to it. I felt funny and I got a really odd sensation. As another example, my doctor recently prescribed me an acne antibiotic. I started freaking out the first time I took it, in which I began shaking and getting the chills.
On top of this, I can't even hang out with my friends without feeling really odd. I just feel off, you know. Like a state of semi-consciousness, and just really weird. I also started having a problem with loud and intense things. I've been clinging to very calm and peaceful things, and can barely play video games for more than 20 minutes.
Around two nights ago at around 11-ish PM, I was just laying down to go to sleep, and right as I began to close my eyes, I got very dizzy. All of the sudden my legs and hands felt really odd, and I got slight chills. Literally nothing but my mind brought this on. I had also been urinating a ton because I was drinking a ton of water. I looked up all these symptoms on the internet and somehow convinced myself I had Type 1 Diabetes, and that if I didn't get to the doctors soon, I could go into some kind of coma. I stayed up the entire night, and when to the doctor in the morning. Obviously the doctor told me I didn't have diabetes, but then I told her about the "substance", and about the anxiety and medicine she prescribed me. She told me that I should go see a psychologist.
I told my parents everything just so they had an idea what was going on, but I don't want to go to a psychologist. I'm fairly convinced the acne pills that I started taking brought on the recent panic attacks, but the real beginning was when I smoked the shit. I can't really use reasoning to calm down, and when I try and focus on something else it usually doesn't work effectively. The doctor really doesn't understand, and I really don't want to go on medication for something I can deal with it by myself. I don't need a psychologist to tell me that. I'm going to face this head on until it goes away. If anybody has gone through something similar and is willing to give me some tips, it would be very helpful.
Edit: Also during these panic attacks, I sometimes go into what feels like manual breathing