Are you happy ?

So ?


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Yes... well, no.

Let's put it this way. I have more than most people want. I'm the bassist of a big local band. I've got a nice girlfriend. I'm considered one of the best mathematicians and scientists in the state. I write books and screenplays, and poetry.

But, I don't have the one thing I really, really want.

So, sort of. Things could be better. But they could be a helluva lot worse, too.
 
Teh_Poet said:
But, I don't have the one thing I really, really want.
A pony?





Sorry - I don't mean to be flippant in your unhappiness; I just got up and I'm feeling a bit silly :) Seriously though, what's that something that's missing? Or are you not sure?
 
Sort of happy... Then at other times it's a complete shithole.
 
I've gone through a lot of shit in my life. Lots friends and family to suicide and i have mental and physical problems that effect how i live. But i couldn't be happier to be going through this shit with my friends and family.

If only school didn't dump so much work i'd be ****ing ecstatic
 
Im happy i have a really great girlfriend been with her 1 year and 3 months.

But sometimes i feel unhappy well most of the day, its nothing to do with her, work seems to get me down, i have this team leader who seems to pick on me, give me work i shunt be doing. So when i had a discussion with him and the manager. the manager said that i had a vendetta with him?

its a hard question to answer.
 
Not exactly. "Happy" is not the word, more like "relieved but still on edge"
 
el Chi said:
A pony?





Sorry - I don't mean to be flippant in your unhappiness; I just got up and I'm feeling a bit silly :) Seriously though, what's that something that's missing? Or are you not sure?

I really close friend of mine attempted suicide, and I haven't seen them in over two years. I really loved her, never got a chance to tell her, and now I dream about her every night.
 
I honestly do not know nor remember if I have ever been happy since I was a mere baby.
 
I'm happy but for some gay little reason I'm shy around people, but I'm not? It's pissing me off because I feel like I'm obsessed with myself and I can't stop thinking about what people think about me. It makes me nervous around people but only nervous on my little scale since other people think I'm really open. It's prolly the whole "teenage" thing going through me. I say **** it. I want to be able to tell people to shut up without thinking through exactly what I'm going to say atleast 20 times. STFU.

I had to get that off my chest. But now I feel like one of those teens who make all those blogs on the internet complaining about themselves and the world. "My penis is too small!"
 
Im happier in my dreams than alive - its the path you take as a reticent artist with one hell of a once happy childhood
 
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