Mellish
Space Core
- Joined
- Feb 19, 2008
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So basically since I joined these forums I've cared too much what people thought of me. When I was younger and more stupid I created stupid attention seeking threads in the mere hope more people would like me. This was a point where I was like 13 and I didn't have much of a outside/social life. I don't want this seeming like a help me thread because my life is very good due to the number of friends I've managed to make being able to have a good life regardless of any "internet friends". However I've realised even in these recent times that I honestly care too much about what people think about me on these forums. I've always just wanted to appear smart and not an idiot and be accepted by you folk. This used to more of a bearing on my life when I was younger and still is but not to a large extent. In a sense this forum has matured me, mostly in my music taste and other such things. Members like kinetic, vegeta, barnz, bad hat and all the foundations of this forums I've wanted to be accepted as one of them and seem smart. I'm contemplating maybe leaving it behind but I've been on these forums since I was 13 and I'm now nearly 18. I feel that this forum has had a huge impact on my life and I just hope that everyone here feels that I'm a good part of this forum and a respected member. I don't want to make a big deal of me leaving or anything but if I do I just want to say thanks to everyone. You are all the best.
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