Yep, im ****ing depressed alright, not like i dont have friends, i just conceal it to them, i think its the fact that im deprately lonely. I mean jesus, im trying this to an internet forum, how pathetic can you get, I know im better than this.
I'm sitting here thinking of something to say, or an image to post, and I just can't. It's like waiting all your life for the perfect moment and then it comes and you find yourself unable to follow through.
"Yes! This is it! This is the most perfectly pathetic person ever! This is the final moment to strike a crushing blow! ...Now what?"
Now what indeed. Now what indeed. Curse you, I can't just let you get away with this, but I can't post some trite "I'm gonna go listen to Linkin Park" image macro either. I'll be back for you, you pitiable bastard.
Why would you be depressed? Sounds like a good time to me! Don't have to worry about homework for a couple days, relaxing to some good music as it gets dark... ahhhhh... sit back and enjoy, damn it!
Get away from halflife2.net. Push the emergency button and smash your router. Rip off your internet cable. Trash your monitor. Douse your computer with gas and light it. Do whatever you can to stay away, because nothing good can come of this. Even getting drunk alone on the floor is more helpful.
HALF-LIFE2.NET IS IN AMBUSH MODE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol i think it was a turn, i felt a lot better in the morning, especially since i just went out an recieved 500 quid from my bank account for more band gear xD