WaterMelon34
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I've wanted to get into the gaming industry since I was like 10, and well I really don't know if I'm going to get anywhere. I've been using computers since I was 5, I have a passion for games, and I've always liked to dabble behind the scenes of games - things like modelling, texturing, animation, programming, and conceptual art. The problem really is that I don't feel like I have any talent, and it usually takes me a lot of motivation to get started on watching those video tutorials, or start on that glock. And, I'm not saying this so I can get a pat on the back, I just want to know... does anyone else that is serious about the gaming industry feel the same way? You know, I may be throwing my life away if I keep to it, or I can give up and maybe in consequence not make that game I've always dreamed of developing. It's a lot like gambling in Vegas I think. So, yeah, I decided to go the artistic way since people always keep telling me I'm good at drawing, and I like to shape things :dozey:. And, one last thing... my parents HATE me using the computer, and tend to mock me saying things like "you are one of those hunched over nerds sitting infront of a monitor all day killing people."... they even blame everything I do wrong on me using a comp. I think this is leading me to anxiety problems.
WELL... anyways, thank god I'm finally getting out of that 14 year old age... I think. You guys have any problems/dilemas like mine? Some of you prolly do, and some of you prolly think I'm asking a stupid question, but I really just need to know I'm not alone if this all ****s up...
BTW I'm better at modelling than all of my friends.. damn n00bs make some 10,000 polygon m4 that looks like a box and call it 1337ness.
WELL... anyways, thank god I'm finally getting out of that 14 year old age... I think. You guys have any problems/dilemas like mine? Some of you prolly do, and some of you prolly think I'm asking a stupid question, but I really just need to know I'm not alone if this all ****s up...
BTW I'm better at modelling than all of my friends.. damn n00bs make some 10,000 polygon m4 that looks like a box and call it 1337ness.