Dinkleberry
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After talking with mates and seeing people argue on here, I was wondering what is it like when YOU smoke/eat weed? Its becoming obvious it can be quite different for different people. I've been smoking on and off with differing regularities about half a year and I remember in the beginning it was quite different to how it can be now. In the beginning, i would've got stoned easier and remember lying on my bed with video game-esqe (think sort of 2D patterns and singular sprite imagery) closed eye visuals and funny music sometimes accompanying these. Also, the mind trips I had were quite potent, with thought loops and an almost constant feeling of Deja Vu. Smoking in the house by myself and having these unpleasant mind trips led me to giving up for a while - definitely a good move in the long run because I feel I've got much better control over what's going on in my head now. I'm quite un-dextrous when I'm sober at the best of times, and when I'm stoned that is amplified loads and I remember once the task of stepping over a party of people sat on the floor to get to the bathroom was almost impossible. Also, I tend to find conversation gets very difficult around people I don't know extremely well, especially if I've been drinking - apart from being paranoid about saying the right thing, sometimes my mouth dries up so bad I can't mouth words properly and am paranoid about how much effect this has on the vocalisation of words. This is amplified when there are sober people around, so I tend to try keep quiet
Linked with this, is the fact that I sometimes find it difficult to follow conversations, and plots of films. I like the superficial stimuli from films with action and nice visuals, but any kind of lateral thinking required will be lose me. It's similar with music - I'm more comfortable with simple, drawn out music (chilled out Aphex can be amazing in this state) than with things like classical, and I tend to enjoy music I'm indifferent to more.
The paranoia will kick in, and I quite enjoy it because I'll feel a lurch in my stomach when I think something bad is going down, and then finding out there's nothing to worry about is highly amusing. If I'm very stoned though, I'll get too paranoid to go outside (e.g. what will people think? will I get hit by a car and die? will I get mugged?) and end up feeling as though I'm not making the most of the experience.
My final point is that about the apathy thing. I definitely have less reservations about spending money at the shop, or making the house a mess in the endevour of making stoner snacks whilst off my face, but this feeling also extends to after I've woken up, kind of like being hungover.
Sorry for the waffle, but I'm interested in how being stoned affects others - maybe this could be a useful thread for people when they talk about the legalisation of the drug.
P.S. Cakes FTW! Only had two but they're so good.
Linked with this, is the fact that I sometimes find it difficult to follow conversations, and plots of films. I like the superficial stimuli from films with action and nice visuals, but any kind of lateral thinking required will be lose me. It's similar with music - I'm more comfortable with simple, drawn out music (chilled out Aphex can be amazing in this state) than with things like classical, and I tend to enjoy music I'm indifferent to more.
The paranoia will kick in, and I quite enjoy it because I'll feel a lurch in my stomach when I think something bad is going down, and then finding out there's nothing to worry about is highly amusing. If I'm very stoned though, I'll get too paranoid to go outside (e.g. what will people think? will I get hit by a car and die? will I get mugged?) and end up feeling as though I'm not making the most of the experience.
My final point is that about the apathy thing. I definitely have less reservations about spending money at the shop, or making the house a mess in the endevour of making stoner snacks whilst off my face, but this feeling also extends to after I've woken up, kind of like being hungover.
Sorry for the waffle, but I'm interested in how being stoned affects others - maybe this could be a useful thread for people when they talk about the legalisation of the drug.
P.S. Cakes FTW! Only had two but they're so good.