FrostedxB
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I just wanted to thank each and every one of you here for everything you have done, in one way or another. For all the tips/advice/help you offered in every Helplife2.net thread I made, and for the numerous laughs that were had by the crazy antics that occur here (Willie's Christmas Story reading comes to mind.) Lately I've been getting tired and bored of games and gaming, like it used to bring hours of joy, but now there's this void in me that used to be full when playing a new game. As of New Years Eve, a part of my resolution was to learn how to free run.
It is now 12:25 AM, and for the last hour I have had a video on loop that has made me realize that I need to find something more. Something more then videogames, more then what exists on the internet.
I've failed time and time again, and always tried to find a way to avoid the blame for it. Always tried to pin it on someone or something else; hell even ended up lashing out at the community in general (though unintentionally and not realizing it until the next day.) and for that I apologize, I really do hope that the members of this great community can find it within themselves to forgive me. Basically I've only failed because I've chosen to.
Anyway, after an hour or so of watching and listening to this -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRSOe-rDa9Y&feature=related
I have decided to take a break. A long break. From everything. In order to pursue what seems to be the only thing that can put a smile on my face anymore, to improve. And I thank you, Halflife2.net, for kicking me enough to finally stand up again. You all helped me through many rough times, and simply saying thanks just doesn't feel like it's enough.
Well Halflife2.net, I wish you all the best.
Good-bye for a while;
Ryan (Frosted)
It is now 12:25 AM, and for the last hour I have had a video on loop that has made me realize that I need to find something more. Something more then videogames, more then what exists on the internet.
I've failed time and time again, and always tried to find a way to avoid the blame for it. Always tried to pin it on someone or something else; hell even ended up lashing out at the community in general (though unintentionally and not realizing it until the next day.) and for that I apologize, I really do hope that the members of this great community can find it within themselves to forgive me. Basically I've only failed because I've chosen to.
Anyway, after an hour or so of watching and listening to this -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nRSOe-rDa9Y&feature=related
I have decided to take a break. A long break. From everything. In order to pursue what seems to be the only thing that can put a smile on my face anymore, to improve. And I thank you, Halflife2.net, for kicking me enough to finally stand up again. You all helped me through many rough times, and simply saying thanks just doesn't feel like it's enough.
Well Halflife2.net, I wish you all the best.
Good-bye for a while;
Ryan (Frosted)